TiAn~Mi~YuE~DinG

2008-08-25T15:52:00.003+08:00

Does he realli like me as who i m?

Getting attached sld be a hapi matter.. oh well, initially i m.. but as time goes by.. it is getting tiring for me. There r endless of expectations from him:

1) Having long hair
2) Don't clip up my hair
3) Wear contact lens
4) Put on makeup
5) Speak properly (no wah liaoz.. jia lat etc)
6) No tees.. wear something more lady.. more sexy
7) Muz dress up
8) Wear high heels
9) Behave more lady
10) Be wif him as n when

I dunno if he realli likes me who i m.. if he is, den y i haf 2 change? At 1st i was still hapi wif tis change cos it is a brand new me.. until we went shopping on sat at marina. Tat day i was all dress up, a white skirt, yellow top, earrings n necklace, no clipping of hair, wear contact lens, makeup.. he bought me 2 marina for shopping.. he choose e clothes which he likes n ask me 2 try on.. although i m kinda uneasy wif e clothes he choose, but since he like it, i m fine wif it.

In e end he bought a black spa top for me.. n ya i m hapi lar.. cos is a gift from him.. but den, he was asking me 2 change into e spa top after buying. Hmm.. i wasnt realli ready as i seldom wear tat kind of clothes, i did try 2 push his request away.. but it seems like he was quite determined wif his decision. Though he did say "is up 2 u", but tat's juz onli mere saying.. he realli wants me 2 wear it. I was kinda upset cos i was happily dress up for him, but in e end he wanted another kind of me.. which is not myself.

End up i din change into e top.. he was unhappy.. tis makes me wonder abt our relationship. He is making me change into e huiying which he likes.. n tis means he doesnt like e original one.. den y choose me in e 1st place? Rite from e start he already noe i m a person who dun like 2 dress up tat sexy.. no makeup.. wearing spec.. but now he is expecting more..

Actually i dun mind dressing up cos i noe it is rite to make urself pretty for bf.. but his behaviour makes me feel realli upset.. There's no 'no' for an ans.. when i told him i wish 2 keep my short hair, he expressed to me tat he like gers wif long hair.. more lady.. more pretty.. n he's waiting for my long hair. Wat can i say den? Cant short hair be pretty too? So means i m ugly now? I m realli lost..

Tis change is getting me tired.. if u realli like tis person, will u demand so much change from him/her? N if u demand, does tat means u dun realli like tat person.. tats y u need 2 change e person 2 b'cum e one u like? Or maybe his action is normal, juz tat i seldom dress up tats y i find it tiring? I realli dunno.. i onli noe i find myself crying whenever i tot of tis.. but in front of him i haf 2 hide everything.. cos i noe if i spell everything out, it will be over for us. He wants a brand new me.. tats for sure.. if nt, tink he will find it difficult 2 even take a look at me..

I realli hope things can work out well.. but can i keep up wif his pace for long term? Rite now i m already feeling e pressure.. can i still go on? I realli dunno..

2008-08-04T12:34:00.003+08:00

Its lunch time..

Now blogging in office.. nt eating snake uh.. is my lunch hr.. =) Started my new job for juz onli 3wks n i haf tendered my resignation letter liaoz.. opS! Fast uh?? Ya.. bo bian.. e sales manager was $&*)*@(^ keke.. my new job will be starting on e 18th.. oso besides my hse.. hopefully it will be a better one. Today is a tiring day.. feel so damn slpy.. yest play too much liaoz.. hehe.. was kbox-ing e whole day, from 2~ 10pm.. oh man.. 8hrs! 2nd highest record.. my longest time was 9hrs.

Hehe.. 1st round was wif meiyu, weiyu, vanassa at chinatown.. from 2-7pm onli $10, cheap uh.. but e songs were not tat update ar.. svs oso quite bad.. tink i still prefer kbox, though it is much ex. We left early ar, ard 6pm cos van n i still got next round wif N at cene kbox.. 6.30 ~ 10pm.. wow! We had e buffet package.. e food taste gd lae.. esp e satay n chicken.. yummy~~

Well, finally get 2 hear N's singing (cos he is always boasting how gd his singing was -_-) Hmm.. ok ar, it was gd.. n for some songs he sang well, like zhou jie lun.. xiao zhu's jing wu men oso nt bad.. hmm.. but e rest nt extremely gd ar.. n can see he like 2 show off his singing.. serious sia.. juz a kbox session ma.. needs 2 be so pro?? Though he maintain his modesty, but can sense he was realli hapi when we praise his singing.. (need to lar.. cannot dun gif face) and he realli realli tink he sings well.. !!! (which means e rest was avg for him..)

Duhz.. dun understand.. n thru yest session, can conclude tat he's nt a sensitive person.. hmm.. nt say sensitive ar, but there was once e waiter accidently knock off e phone on e wall, he juz look at e swinging phone n did not do anything 2 it!! eh? I mean usually ppl will bother 2 put back e phone ma.. but he juz continue makan-ing -_-" n i was e one who put it back.. diaoz.. is tat a gentleman action? duhz... ok ok, eat all u can..

Erm.. hope he wont see my blog.. or else tink i will be in deep trouble.. so openly comment abt his bad stuffs =p okok, den shall replace his name wif 'N'.. ok uh? =p But ok ar, he is a funny person uh (need 2 say some gd stuffs), can make both of us laugh until stomach pain.. of cos, wif e help of my joking skills too.. haha! He can do funny stuffs on e street.. tink e 3 of us look liaoz siao lang ba.. laughin here n there..

By e time i reach hm.. already 11.30pm liaoz.. n on my way hm, i actually fall asleep while standing in e mrt -_- haha.. amazing sia.. bet i was realli realli tired. Tink better go out less on sun, or else i will be like zombie on mon. Rite now looking forward to meiling's bday bbq, on e 16th.. oh, she's a new fren i noe thru xiaoyi.. still got yiping (poly fren), chenhui (xiaoyi's bf), sean (meiling's bf), jacky.. n coincidently, 'N' was chenhui's fren (last time they were band mates tgt wif sean) Ya, so tats how we r linked.. pathetic.. opS!

But 'N' nt realli tat often involved in their activities.. n now i juz joined them. They very happening one.. every sun evening go play tennis.. den last last sat juz went out wif them 2 watch live band performance.. arts museum.. wow.. keke.. i m so artistic.. =p They r now planning sept trip 2 msia.. coolz!! But dunno can go or nt.. cos no leave for me 2 take lar, den i juz joined my next co.. cannot so fast m.i.a ma.. hopefully they will arrange during e weekend.. Okie ar, gonna get back 2 my work.. zzz.. update again ^-^

2008-07-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Is time for some updates...

Hello!!! Wow.. it has been decades since i update my poor little rusty blog.. well, lazy 2 update.. hehe.. nth 2 mention too as past few mths was bz preparing for exams.. actually spent 3 mths on it, but still wasnt enuff.. din mention 2 study finish everything.. wat e hell!! Haha.. maybe i m slow lar.. anyway, is over liaoz, now waiting for e results which will be released in sept.. hopefully wont be too disappointing ^-^

At e same time, new term has started.. today was my 1st HRM lesson n it was zzzzz -_-" The lecturer actually spent more den 30mins juz on intro!! omg!! Nearly fainted.. 1stly he made a self intro on himself which i dun rem wat he said.. haa! n after tat an individual intro on each of e student in e lecture rm! pengzz!! Tink there was more den 50 students in class lorz.. n we go one by one, telling our names, which co we from n y we choose HRM -_-"" he realli tink time is too much.. dunno where 2 waste man.. Lucky regina was in e same class as me.. at least someone 2 tok too.. if nt will be damn B-O-R-E-D!

Work wise.. starting new job next monday.. as a sales coordinator.. n e co is within walking distance, ard 10mins.. muahaha!! Save on transport.. no need 2 squeeze mrt or bus.. can reach hm early n juz in time for my lesson!! Prefect!! Hehe.. but e job itself will be damn bz.. hopefully everything goes smoothly for me ^-^

2008-01-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

Predict e unpredictable??

Wat wld be ur 1st reaction if u see these sequence of sms-es appearing in ur hp:

"I need to borrow ur recording for tis wk IBM and Socio lesson"
<-follow by->
"I m involved in a 5 car collusion accident along PIE on Sat"

For me, i was like "okok, so tis ger nt cuming for cls tis wk ar" n next will be"huh! accident?? eh eh.. wait. dunno izit some prank sms or nt.. better look further" =p

Ookok, noe my reaction is kind of weird.. where got ppl treat tis kind of sms as prank?? keke.. cannot blame me, 谁叫我有"pranky" frens who haf a "pranky" fren like me =p N b'cos i saw e top sms follow by e below one.. so it makes me feel weird uh.. how cum one moment telling me she is in an accident and den after tat ask me for my lecture recordings? or maybe i m slow in getting e link?? hmm.. 应该是.. But anyway i knew it was true cos she nt so bo liao 2 trick ppl (nt like me.. hee) n e sms doesnt look like a fake one..

Haiyo.. poor ger.. fancy getting involved in an accident on her bday.. tat afternoon we were still studyin in sch and merina n i even got her a bday cake.. -_- Tink tis is her biggest n most memorable bday 吧. Luckily her injury wasnt very jia lat.. juz tat her neck n back needed some therapy session.. 真的是吓死我了! Realli ar.. things r so unpredictable. Who will noe an accident will happen on her bday? Nobody will expect tat cos is bday lae.. definitely will tink "bday wat, happy occasion, sure 顺阿!" 那里知道.. but she is recovering well ar, still can laugh n joke.. =) tink she's cuming back for lesson next wk.. hehe.. gd gd..

Okie den.. gonna run liaoz.. update soon~~~ buaiz~~~

2007-12-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

《一支獨SHOW》羅志祥新加坡演唱會2007 --> 圆满落幕 ^-^

HELLO EVERYONE!!! I M BACK!!! =) Hehe.. been M.I.A for quite sometime.. but gonna be gone again cos 没时间，我没时间.. Anyway, juz came back from 小猪 concert at Spore Indoor Stadium.. haha!! i m still very excited.. 2hrs of show passes so fast! wah liew.. From e start till e end, i was screaming n screaming.. but luckily din 失声 (was well trained from my prev kbox wif pri sch frens.. 姐姐有练过hor! =p)

For his concert, i like e part where he play e piano n sang 自我催眠.. wah liew! 是帅到... we sang e 1st part n he sang e 2nd one.. so nice! N there was one part where he will randomly choose a person on stage 2 be his 3mins gf.. n noe wat? a guy went up instead.. -_-" 小猪 shocked.. haha.. tat guy very heng lorz.. 如果是我kana selected.. tink i will faint b4 i reach e stage.. =p Ok lar.. i m too tired 2 explain any further.. will post up pics ba.. by den 才 tok more.. buaiz!

2007-09-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

我爱的人 - 林宥嘉

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

2007-09-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

Updates..

Din update for sometime uh.. dunno where 2 writing so shall do a summry den:

1) Sept 2 (Sun): Bought a TOSHIBA lappy @ Suntec Comex Fair = $1499 cheap? I tink so lae.. one of the few lower prices there.. Decided to buy TOS cos e prev lappy i bought was tis too n it lasted until now (but old liaoz, nt functioning well.. except for playin vcd n songs), so tis time round oso take up e same brand (plus e salesman explaining 还蛮帅的 =p) I oso saw a TOS salesman look like 小鬼 n KL say i muz haf "看到鬼" (in hokkien) -_- choy!!

2) Sept 4 (Mon): Went down JP 2 collect 罗志祥 concert tix.. did i mention i goin? Haha.. nv say oso nvm cos i noted tat in my msn =p On Dec 1st... wow! realli lookin forward 2 tat.. shall pray hard tat ah ma leave wont last min 不见liaoz!

3) Sept 9 (Sun): Finally saw my 猪头表妹! ops! okok.. 大头.. i seldom go out on sun 1, but 为了他.. er.. i mean 她 (keke..) i sacrifice my tv time 2 go bugis shopping.. =X Prev went 四马路 2 pray n tat day realli lucky cos manage 2 buy e clothes i want =) 真的，有拜拜有差nehz.. keke.. N oh ya! Saw xinxin n her sis too n we keep seeing them when we visit other shops -_- very funny uh..

4) Sept 10 (Mon): Wow.. movies! hehe.. tat time miss 不能说的秘密.. tis time round muz catch e rat movie! Many ppl told me is nice.. n in fact it is =) hmm.. i m nt gd at explaining story so shall leave tat 2 ur.. upcoming one will be "Underdog".. saw e ad when we were waiting for Ratatouille.. a comedy oso.. tink is showin on Sept 20.. hehe.. tat shall my next target =)

5) Sept 12 (Wed): 1st day of lesson for Principle of Sociology.. get 2 noe a fren, Merina, a very friendly ger.. kinda 大姐 style.. =) Lesson wise, cant comment much cos juz onli e 1st day but can expect 2 do a lot of readings zzzz.. n e lecture notes r all filled wif W-O-R-D-S zzz... i nearly fall alseep b4 e break.. zzz... =p E cls nt much student.. total onli 69, differ from bridging cls where e lecture rm r packed wif students.. very noisy during e break.. but now.. so damn quiet.. 有一点不习惯.

6) Sept 13 (Thurs): 1st day lesson for Management Maths -_- zzzz... maths, yes is smth which i kinda like.. but when it involved amaths + a lecturer who speak like a mouse n got some "slang" in him (btw, he is an ang mo..), there is onli 2 words for myself "完蛋" Upon seeing my lecture notes.. i was like "oh shit! amaths! y m i studyin tis again??!! i study for 3 times liaoz lae!" (sec sch + bridging maths + mgt maths) 为设么??!! eeeee.. *faint*

7) Sept 14 (Fri): 1st day lesson for Intro to Biz & Mgt.. same cls wif Merina & weiyu.. hmm.. lesson was alrite.. e lecturer was funny.. though is another module full of words.. zzzz.. but having him as lecturer wont be too bored afterall.. He look like one of e hong kong 老演员, who is now acting in 心花放 (10pm, chn U show).. e father of 2 daughters n a son 1.. haha.. dun rem their names lar..

Ok.. tats all for e updates.. wanted 2 post some pics but den damn lazy 2 do it.. haha.. cya~~

2007-08-28T16:07:00.000+08:00

麻木。。也是一种感觉

这几天心情平复了许多。
是真的平复了吗？
还是假装的？

会一直这样下去吗？
还是暂时的？

我也不知道。

或许是痛太久
麻木了。。
也累了。。

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2007-08-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

It realli hurts..

I cant tink now..
I dunno wat 2 type..
I dunno how 2 describe my feelings..

I dun wish 2 bottle up feelings..
but i dunno how 2 tok..

I tried 2 keep myself occupied..
but no matter how hard i try, i will still tink of it

Things has already been gone..
y m i still holding on??

Maybe i m juz plain stupid.. plain foolish..

Shitty me.. -_-

2007-08-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

More pics uploaded... ^-^

yeah.. ger power~~

another shot again

e bday boy PIG yong quan.. keke..

lai.. take a nice 1..

oh no.. realli cannot stay quiet for a min..

Warmest welcum to our newly-wed!!

ok.. tis look normal..

hmm.. a bit out of control

er.. no more control!

ok tats it.. siaoz liaoz.. haa!

wats jeremy doin there??

unprepared shot.. who take 1??!!

er... ghost mth.. dun play play..

tats me n jeremy~~

e 2 siaos~

nice shot =)

2007-08-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

Fun fun fun~~

WOw.. yt'day went kbox @ JE wif my pri sch gang: Liling, Xin Xin, Rouning, Meixiu, Simin, Alan & Yong Quan.. nv been so high b4! Haha.. e 1st few who turn up were rouning, meixiu, xinxin, yong quan n me.. n e 5 of us is enuff 2 bring up e atmosphere.. eh, or sld i say 4 cos yong quan was quite shocked 2 see e 4 gers behaving like siao za bo.. =p keke.. but soon he oso warm up liaoz.. thanks 2 us lae.. keep pulling him up..

Subsequently liling, simin & alan turn up.. liling natural high lar but simin & alan was kinda quiet.. so as we sing along keep dragging them 2 scream n shout like us.. round ard e rm.. jump on e seats.. do lotsa cheering!!! haha.. We sang many high songs from mayday lar.. F.I.R.. luo zhi xiang.. alex toh.. jolin.. blah blah blah~~~ too many liaoz ar.. cldnt rem so much.. but it was simply high n fun..

We sang all e way from 7pm-4am.. wah sae, cant imagine i was shouting n screaming for so long.. tats y today no voice liaoz -_- haha.. After tat went nearby coffeeshop 2 makan supper.. by e time my dad finish sending rouning, xinxin & yongquan home.. it was already 6am in e morning.. nt realli tat exhausted but still went 2 slp.. n as i tot i wld wake up early tis morning.. i woke up at 2plus afternoon.. early? haha.. n after tat slept again from 5-7pm.. zzzz..

Sunday jus wasted like tat.. no studyin!!! Exams cuming.. realli need 2 put my concentration in it.. tml morning still need 2 return office 2 apply for some stupid cert -_- i took leave le wor! *duhz* nvm.. tink i quitting tis job soon..

N last sat went down yongquan's 21st chalet at pasir ris.. oso wif e same gang except tat alan & simin din turn up.. we keep teasing yongquan n xinxin.. make xinxin so paiseh! nv see her face so red b4.. so cute~ n we done many kong bu stuffs 2 e bday boy.. nt very convenient 2 reveal here.. keke.. zhen hao wan! Okie uh.. i m getting tired again zzz.. hehe.. i let e pics below tells ya story uh.. nitez~~

my pri sch gang ^-^

wah.. sit until very style.. keke..

cheesy!

wats so funny??!!

u 1 mouth, i 1 mouth.. sweet lae~~

2007-07-06T08:17:00.000+08:00

Eeeee-CONS!!

Juz got a shocking info, i haf 2 take up managerial econs next yr??!! *thunder & lightning* I always tot tis was among my selection of topics which i can choose nt 2 take.. 那里知道.. it was complusory! Yes! C-O-M-P-L-U-S-O-R-Y! zzzz *sianz diaoz* my classmate told me tis module VERY difficult lae.. sianz + sianz = more sianz!

Haiz.. i was happily tinkin i wont haf 2 suffer... HAIZ! such a bad news early morning.. spoil all my mood.. zzz.. My econs sucks ok.. so damn lots of graphs need 2 understand.. zzz.. micro alone is enuff 2 kill me, now my bridging still got macro need 2 cover.. *faint* ~dun bother 2 wake me up~ haha.. realli dislike econs!

Kailun say i brought tis on myself, who ask me out of sudden go back study.. zzz.. 放马后炮的小子! dunno who was e one who psycho me go back 1.. 猪头! haha..

Anyway, juz hope everything goes real damn smoothly.. let me pass 吧! N huiling, dun bother 2 ask me abt 帅哥 cos if i dun pay attention in cls, i will be continuing seeing all kinds of "帅哥" in SIM for many yrs.. zzz.. u dun wan tat rite??!! haha.. okie den, gonna go work.. bye everyone~~

2007-06-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

study.. study.. n more study..

Yeah.. from my title can sense my studyin mood? Haha.. sch has been starting for a wk (but actual onli haf 2 econs lesson lar).. so far so gd lorz.. but feel kind of lost cos 没人陪.. nobody 2 discuss n ans my doubts. Of cos did haf mini conversation wif some of e singles one.. but differ freq uh..

Except for one whom i met durin the orientation last sat. Too bad, she was in BSc business n i forgot 2 get her number zzz.. haha.. she is a nice ger, from ngee ann too n we haf quite lotsa stuffs 2 chat abt.. =) hopefully can get 2 see her ard soon~

Econs lesson has been goin pretty ok.. keep reivising cos scare i forget abt e stuffs i studied (short term memory lorz) somemore no q'tion 2 practice on, except for 3-4 tutorials 2 discuss durin lesson.. nt enuff lar! Haha.. i need 2 practice a lot 2 keep myself from failing.. zzz.. god bless. Maths lesson starting tis wed.. hopefully it will goes well too.

Next thingy is e eCR reg, so ma fan! Dunno whether i need 2 reg lesson for term 1 cos my bridging lessons already took up 3-4 times a wk liaoz.. zzzz.. haf 2 wait for e person IC 2 reply my email.. zzz.. now my brain so luan.. all squeeze wif sch stuffs, no mood 2 do my work.. =p After tat watchin movie wif SDJ.. shrek 3!! Donkey~~ here i cum~~~ haha.. buaiz~~~

2007-06-14T16:53:00.000+08:00

Sch starting today!!!

Hello guys~~ juz a short update before i knock off.. recently been too bz liaoz, din haf e time 2 blog abt my recent outings.. nvm, wat is impt now: my bridging course starting later!! Er.. kinda excited, scared, nervous.. blah blah~~ mixed feelings lar.. a lot of thots in my mind like "will i be able to make nice frens there" "will i be a loner" "will i be able to cope" etc~ But wat i m most concrned nw is..

"Will i get lost in SIM later??" -_-" haha.. stupid rite, thot abt tis kind of silly q'tion. Cannot blame me lar.. 我又没有去过SIM (except for makan during poly days) tats y will worry if i m able 2 find e lecture threatre.. malu lae if get lost in there, 别人会笑到牙齿掉lorz.. i realli dun like tis kind of uncertain feelings.. makes me even more nervous.. 真是有够爱面子 =p Okie den.. tats all, gonna run ya.. cyA everyone~~

2007-06-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

Moody me.. -_-

Did ur mom ever psycho u 2 haf a bf whenever she is free?!! urgh.. it can gets quite diaoz 2 keep hearing abt it.. 又不是我不要, 以为巴杀买菜mehz, 要设么有设么 ar.. Zzzz.. N recently my surrounding frens were mostly attached, tat makes my mom even more nervous n cfm tat i will be left on e shelf -_- 本来不紧张 one.. now i oso get scared.. damn it! Haha.. aiya, 去做尼古 lar.. =x Okie.. juz wanna 发泄.. if nt it will makes me real moody Zzzz.. Okie, gonna get back 2 work.. shall update my outings later tis wk =) bye~~

2007-06-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Unexpected things r always expected 2 happen

Nv expect life 2 be smooth going cos it will nv be.. there will sure be ups n downs.. hapi & unhappy matters.. crazy n stupid things bothering u.. hapi moments spent wif frens, family or bf/gf etc. Of cos, who doesnt wish for a life wif no worries or unhappiness..

I bet tat is wat everyone hope for.. but will it ever happen? Maybe yes but most prob no.. m i pessmistic? Well, tat differ 2 everyone.. whether u like it or nt, tats a real fact.. Juz rem: Every fall will makes u stronger each time..

Hehe.. ok, back 2 wacky stuffs.. er.. frankly nth much happen.. yt'day juz celebrated my mom 54th bday (was she 54yrs old? tink so.. hehe.. =p) My 大哥brought his gf hm.. hmm.. she seems like those 辣妹, 野蛮 kind one.. tat was both my mom n i 1st impression of her.

Hopefully she is a nice one 2 get along.. if nt.. humph, i make sure me tis 小姑子 wont let her 有好日子过.. muhahaha~~ sounds evil sia.. kiddin kiddin.. okie dokie.. get back 2 my audit game.. cya~~

2007-05-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

Waiting..

For all e times, chance has been given
But for all e times, chance has been wasted
Is my reaction too late or u came too early?
Waiting makes me feel tired...
Maybe.. is realli time 2 gif up..

2007-05-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

~Hapi 18th b'day 2 SDM~

~Hapi bday 2 u.. hapi bday 2 u.. hapi bday 2 SDM.. hapi bday 2 u~

你看看, 你看看.. big shot sia.. specially create an entry juz for ur bday.. 有没有很感动? haha ^^ sld noe wat SDM stands for rite? if dunno den cum ask me.. keke.. ANyway, hope ya enjoy today kk.. will try fix time 2 meet up wif u.. for ktv!! =) In e meantime.. take care n haf fun~~ Wish u stay pretty n 年年 18yrs old.. keke.. cYA~~

2007-05-22T08:24:00.000+08:00

Counting down 2 fri..

-_- dunno y 做 boss like 2 nag so much, does this apply 2 all boss or my company onli? Everday 不是 complaining 就是 toking abt his 成年往事.. how capable when he was working in taiwan, how his boss 看的起他 n blah blah blah~~ 每次 repeat buay sianz one lae..

Anyway, last fri went Kaiyen's bday chalet at aloha loyang. Finally saw my long time no see pri sch frens.. =) Yong quan was e 1st 2 reach n poor him, juz completed a 24hr walk n march training n his legs were all covering wif blisters.. duhz, imagine u keep walking for 24hrs, 脚会断 ar.. But bo bian lar, he is in commandor so can onli pray hard 2 haf a better life in there..

I was e 2nd 2 reached n follow by huixian, rouning, simin n last jeremy. He onli came at 10.30pm lorz (finished cutting e cake liaoz) den left at 11plus -_- got a feeling he juz 路过 onli.. haha, din even hear much of his voice. It was realli great seeing old frens again.. despite so many yrs we r still keeping in contact wif each other, n everyone still looks e same 2 me.

Rouning: 还是很 comical but more feminine now
Huixian: still very 健谈, can crap a lot =p
Simin: forever blur one lorz.. wonder where her brain loiter 2
Yong quan: still cool cool n chatty at e same time
Jeremy: nehz.. nth change, still quiet n black.. haha! i mean tan lar
Kaiyen: bday ger 一样美美 n easy 2 disturb.. keke..

We had photo taking session den start chatting abt our gd old days.. updating on each other life as well as gossip on other.. opS! n rouning suan me sia.. sianz diaoz~~

R.N: eh, 你是不是有变矮 uh? so 小孩子
ME: 哪里有! (156cm 还不够矮 meh?)
R.N: 没有 ar, 我记得以前我跟你站在一起, height 一样 lae.. 现在我高你那么多liaoz..
ME: -_- 屁啦! 我从小学到现在就一直是 156cm, 没有高 anymore liaoz ok.. 你 pri sch 每天都喝醉 hor..
H.X: ya lorz, huiying 以前就差不多这个 height
R.N: 是 hor.. wah, 这样你没有高到 lae.. 可怜 ..
ME: -_-!!!
R.N: haha~~

Wah diaoz.. kana suan 到这样.. 这种 fren 也有 haiz! Cuming up next will be huixian 21st bday n we were giving ideas on how she can hold her cele.. bbq at west coast park (nearer to us.. hehe), kbox session (my fav!! told rouning i will bring along my own mike cos confirm 不够唱.. =p) etc. Realli looking forward 2 e next gathering ^-^

Sun was my 二哥 29th bday (老liaoz.. =p) held a small party at our hse, inviting some of his frens 2 makan. Not those 山珍海味 lar, simple dish like bee hoon, fried chicken wings, curry, fishball, desserts n drinks. 二嫂 bought a choco ice-cream cake from Swensen.. 还不错 but $39 for a choco ice-cream seems a bit not worth it.. 不就是 choco ma, i go outside buy cheaper.. haa~ 没情调 =p

Okie, gonna go off 2 work liaoz.. if i manage 2 get e chalet pics shall upload ya.. =) 再见!!

2007-05-18T08:25:00.000+08:00

Lu~La~La~Friday~

Noe wat? Is friday again!! wow.. 真开心 =) 傍晚 goin down Kaiyen's 21st bday chalet at 怕死你 (pasir ris). In e end i still decided 2 go.. though is very far.. 1h 30mins ride -_- zzz.. but if i dun, my pri sch frens gonna kill me, been absenting from gathering for so long~~ n e present.. aww!! *心痛* 真的是有够"鬼".. e price 1 person is giving is enuff 2 buy a so-damn-decent present for.. myself! muahaha~~ from now on 要开始everyday啃面包liaoz.. keke.. 好啦讲钱伤感情, dun mention liaoz.. =x

Give some updates on last weekends.. Sat went down bugis (yes, again.. 要走到烂掉liaoz =_=) Intially juz wanted 2 shop for 母亲节present, but end up buying my stuffs.. haa~ Bought 2 tops n 1 shorts.. den later at JP, bought 1 pair of canvas shoes =p Din expect 2 spend tat much.. no wonder ppl say 东西是永远买不完的 (tats very true!) Still, 还是有买我老妈子的 present ar.. a pair of perlini sliver earrings shared by couzee n i.. nice lae.. gim gim one..

Den sun nite had steamboat tgt wif couzee's family.. 好热闹wor! so many yummy foods.. though concerned abt my weight, but mother's day ma.. haf 2 给面子.. 吃的超饱! But compare 2 my couzee my 胃口 is juz 1/4 of hers nia.. haha! she very power one, 包头包尾 (只差没有洗碗而已... hor!) keke.. My 二哥,二嫂 n 大哥 bought my mom a gold bracelet.. wah, gold lae.. 不愧是有钱人, 我们输掉liaoz.. haha.. anyway, a happy mother's day spent ^-^

Okie, gonna leave for work.. dun miss me ya.. hehe.. bUaiz bUaiz~~ *voom*

2007-05-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

Happy friday

WOw! is friday again.. weekends tml.. yeah~~ Got many plans in my head.. -_- ktv? bugis shopping? imm? haha.. but priority is my mum's 母亲节present. Still dunno wat 2 buy for her, was tinking of necklace (cos she often haf 2 search ard for a nice one), but cannot buy cheapskate one lar.. ex one 有seems hmm.. keke.. tats y gonna go shop shop ard 2 find some 灵感.

Today finish up those urgent work early cos later on needa head down SIM 2 complete my application procedure. Actually i already submitted yt'day, but forgot 2 bring my IC -_-!! so haf 2 go down again today.. sianz diaoz~ When i step into SIM hor, 我感到有一点gia gia lae.. dunno izit 因为 too long nv step into sch compound liaoz.. seems a bit 陌生.

N when i get hm after my submission, 我竟然有一点后悔的feeling! Haha.. plus after looking at e sch fees, it makes me even more wanna back off.. 很贵nehz.. =p But 我还是想study lar cos i miss it! but tat is for study, not exams.. argh~~ my boss is naggin again.. 不累uh? 真的是越来越buay tahan.. -_- Okie folks, i gonna knock off le.. it has been a long time since i can go off at 6pm.. haha.. cYA~~

P/S: if cannot see my chinese words, go top of e pg --> view --> encording --> unicode (UFT -8)

2007-05-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

Fulfilling weekend.. =)

Hmm.. tink there smth wrong wif my blog setting.. wonder if this entry can be post -_-? Anyway, did u guys watch spiderman 3? Wah sae, it was real shui ar~~ so exciting! Was pining high hope on it n indeed, no disappointment =) I tink ep3 was better den e prev one.. be it in terms of e effect, excitement or storyline. Esp e part where e sandman start forming and oso e black sticky thingy.. e effect is realli gd n coolz~~

There were oso many dangerous scenes which i tot it was real.. cos it look like one.. e crane crashing into e building, e road being screw up by e sandman etc. Yaya!! nt forgetting e fighting scene between Spiderman n those bad guys.. from e start till e end i went wow wow wow!! 真是太精彩了!! haha.. by e end of e show i was simply sliding down from my seat (too shaken by e fighting scene cos of e loud sound effect =p) realli enjoy it thru-out..

E ending is a bit sad.. wanna noe? keke.. of cos i wont say ar or else SDJ gonna kill me for revealing e story b4 she watches it. Wat i can say is 2 n half hrs of show, realli worth it ^-^ (plus Spiderman is cute.. muahaha~)

Den sat was out for sec sch gathering at bugis swensen. Tat day realli ppl mountain ppl sea.. most of e cafes were full hse, except for swensen (cos it was located at a wu-lu area.. keke). We had out gossip oPs! i mean chit chatting session.. e feeling was realli great as it has been a long time since i met up wif them 2 聊天. Maybe 2 others it might be boring but for us is realli a relaxing moment.

N tat wanye was late for 2hrs+!! Meeting time at 1pm n she turn up at 3pm -_- kana suan by me.. haha! 真爽! =p Wanye's NEW bf oso came 2 join us (keke..), but tink he kinda sianz n quiet too cos we gers were tokin abt our sec sch stuffs ma, n plus he dun understand chinese (he's a Myamar).. so most of e time he was either playin wif his hp or chattin wif wanye. Sometimes wanye will oso translate 2 him on wat we were tokin.

Of cos we did make some small conversation wif him, like askin abt his family backgrd ar.. how he get along wif wanye n her family members.. but nt much oso.

Left swensen ard 6pm, went 2 shop ard bugis n spotted a 吊带裤.. so cute~~ Wanted 2 buy tis kind of outfit long time ago liaoz, but din manage 2 find. Though a bit different from wat i want, but still bought it.. =) Intitally wanted e one wif skirts, but it look weird on me so took e shorts one.. $20.. ok uh.

By e time we left bugis it was already 7pm. On e way hm we were still chatting ard.. realli got lotsa 2 catch up. If nt for tis gathering, we wld not haf noe tat xiuxian got injured in her right eye causing her 2 haf visual problem in future. This incident happen durin e CNY n she was being hospitalised for 1wk! Haiz.. so poor thing.. hopefully everything will get well for her.. 加油!!

N cuming up next will be ktv session! Haha.. shall fix a date wif them as well as SDJ (nv forget u hor) still gonna planned badmintion game wif npcc mates ar.. i loveeeee my frens~~ *muacks* keke.. nt forgetting my SIM study prog.. hmm.. Okie uh, tis is a real long entry.. exhauste all my energy liaoz.. gonna zzz.. tk care guys! nitez!

2007-05-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

Spiderman in Spore.. can cum my hse?

Oh man!! (x10) Spiderman is in spore!! Haha.. will be catching e movie tml.. so excited. =)Waited such a long time for it.. ep2 was 2yrs ago?? ard there ar.. if i din rem wrongly, i was in yr2 when ep2 was shown.. tat day dunno is we pon lesson or were dismissed early (sld be e 2nd option uh.. hehe) so went 2 watch wif seewen at ceneleisure. Still rem she kana xia dao by one of e scene n jump out from her seat.. haha.. you tan xin~

Somemore our seats are link up one (w/o e handle in between), so tat makes e effect even more power! =p N rite now, ep3 is out.. finally! Hopefully tis will end e story.. if nt i will haf 2 keep waiting n waiting den cannot rem how e story goes in pre ep. Sat another outing, sec sch gathering @ bugis.. long long time nv meet up le.. gonna haf lotsa 2 catch up. =) Okie lar.. gonna go zzz.. dream of my spiderman.. muahaha~~ still update next wk.. nitey~~

2007-04-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

A touching story...

有一個女生，
因為跟家裡相處得不好，所以很少回家，
後來有一次回家，發現年老的母親走路一跛一跛的，
不經意的看了母親的腳一眼，
這才發現母親的腳指甲太長而長到肉裡面造成流血，流膿，
這時，她認真的看者已經很久沒有正眼看過的母親，
她才發現在她眼前的母親已經年老，
老到已經沒有辦法彎下身來自己剪指甲，
所以才會讓雙腳的指甲傷到肉，她哭了！

從此她變每個禮拜回家，
用一盆溫水先幫母親泡腳再幫她剪指甲，
泡溫水是讓腳指甲變軟，
才不會因為這樣不好剪而傷到母親的腳。

一直以為父母也應該跟我們一樣能適應這個變化的世界，
新的科技、新的資訊，新的理財觀…
直到最近幾年才知道他們追的蠻辛苦的，
遙控器太多太複雜、聽不懂的專業術語、完全陌生的理財工具…

直到最近幾年才知道為了怕我們不耐煩，
父母偶爾忍住了想說的話，想做的事，
如果沒有這次遠遊，遲鈍的我也不會知道，
一向熱心打點照顧我們子女無微不至的父母，
退休十幾年的老爸，竟衰老得如此快速。
我們五姊妹只湊足了三個，決定陪爸媽去新加坡玩。

在去程的飛機上，老爸四小時都不願如廁，
任憑我們好說歹說，他依然老僧入定，不肯起身。
在每一站觀光區，他也是非到萬不得已才進男廁。
有次我觀察到他小解很久才出來，看不到熟悉親人身影，
先是向東搜尋，繼而向西眺望，即使在這節骨眼，
他也不願放聲大喊大叫，讓我們子女沒有顏面，
站在陌生人群中，一副茫然失魂的樣子，
安靜、耐心等子女們的出現，
我終於瞭解他出門在外不願如廁的原因。

以前不解事的小兒子常笑他八十幾歲的外婆，
連鈕釦都不會扣，真慢！真笨！
好簡單的一件事，為什麼老人家們就是做不好？
我們還未經歷到，當然難以理解，年紀大了，
有時候手腳會不由自主、不聽使喚，
我以為老爸和婆婆之間還有一大段差距，
誰知他也不知不覺走到這個階段了。

往後行程我根本無心玩賞，只要看到老爸表情稍有異樣，
便好說歹說強行押解他到男廁，自己則只好守在男廁外頭，
起初老爸感到萬分不自在，後來也就漸漸習慣了。
回程飛機上，我陪老爸去洗手間，
他忽然低聲對我說：「其實我不會鎖機上廁所的門。」
我拍拍他肩膀，告訴他：「沒關係」心裡卻翻湧出一陣心酸。

心裡很想告訴同行的妹妹，下次出遊，
把各自的老公也帶來，也可以多盡一份心，
也很想告訴沒有同來的么妹，錢財日後都賺得回來，
唯有父母健在安康，又能帶著遠遊，
這才是為人子最大的福份；

想告訴老爸，如廁問題解決了，
我們下次可以飛到更遠的地方去旅行。

一趟旅行帶給了我許多感觸，
也讓再度離開家、身在火車上的我不禁滴下眼淚....
或許是自己太多愁善感，也或許擔心自己的父母狀況，
只是自己一直沒發覺，才驚覺原來老爸老媽也變老了，變脆弱了，
不再是以前那「強壯的臂膀」、「溫暖的避風港」
原來一直幫我扛著頭上那片天的巨人
人也會變老....

你留意過自己的父母嗎？
您的父母還有多少時間等您？
樹欲靜而風不止、子欲養而親不在

後記：《余光中的一段詩》
母難日，今生今世，我最忘情的哭聲有兩次，
一次在我生命的開始，一次在妳生命的告終
第一次我不會記得是聽妳說的，
第二次妳不會曉得我說也沒用，
但兩次哭聲的中間啊！有無窮無盡的?

I cried after reading this article from Mary's blog (933 DJ).

Of cos i dunno her ar, was browsing thru Ding Zhi Yong one den shun pian take a look at hers. Very saddening hor? Nowadays i find tat my tears cum very easily, esp when it mentioned abt parental stuffs.. even when watching hongkong serial show, e mom or dad in it died i oso cry like nobody biz.. =p Sometimes i imagine my life w/o my mummy n daddy, my tears will oso auto appear -_-

Haiz.. if parents can always stay by our side.. isnt tat great (provided dun make them angry lar). Anyway, do treasure them when they r still ard.. spend time wif them.. dun make them worry or angry.. dun anyhow vent ur angry on them (though sometimes mood cannot be control, but oso muz try lar!).. these r stuffs tat i will always remind myself if i find my patience running out for my parents.. =)

2007-04-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

Raining days..

Another xia yu tian.. recently weather hasnt been gd during e afternoon.. now raining season meh? Tot e sun sld be blazing hot? Nvm.. juz hope it clears off when May comes, or else my sentosa outing will be ruined.

During e weekends, went bugis wif my couzee for shopping. Cldnt find anything pleasing, onli bought a top.. wasnt in e mood for shopping oso lar, juz wanted 2 go somewhere 2 kill e time. N as i tot bugis is a damn safe place for me 2 huang lai huang qu, i saw my npcc ex-sir.. nt 1 but 2! -_- Of cos they din see me lar, but even if they did, dun tink they can recognise me.. tai mei liaoz.. wahaha!! =pp

As for my SIM LIM trip.. din succeed in goin cos my dad was reluctant.. urgh! Nvm, shall try it again tis wk.. cant wait 2 get my own lappy n use e wireless at hm!! E tot of nt having 2 share com wif my bro makes me damn hapi, can use it whenever i want =) but of cos provided e lappy is cheap lar.. or else i can onli continue dreaming on my tots.. -_- Okie, shall end my blog here.. getting Zzzz.. nitez nitez~

2007-04-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

3rd week of e mth..

Urgh.. onli e 3rd wk of April n i m already broke!! Dunno where i spend my money lae.. -_- muz cut down on my meal expenses liaoz, or else no $$ for lappy & shopping!! Last sat went down IMM 2 buy my knee support.. $8.85 for onli 1 knee!! argh.. sianz diaoz.. n i din even wore it when i went jogging on sun.. wasted my $$.. $8plus lae.. can last me for another 2days.

I find it real silly 2 wear tat.. wo you bu shi those pro runner.They wear of cos very 'wu sae' lar.. i wear liaoz very gu gu lorz.. haha.. no image. N recently oso bought a shorts thru ebay, erm.. e size a bit small but i still manage 2 fit in juz nice (provided i dun grow any fatter) noe my couzee is aiming for tat.. haha.. cos her size wear jiu hen hao kan. dun try anything funny uh~~

Cuming sat will be goin sim lim 2 take a look at lappy.. my boss juz bought a new one for me n it cost onli $1000++ so damn cheap!! Hehe.. if is still at tat price, sld be no problem buying it. Den oso shun pian go bugis shopping lorz.. gonna hunt for some new clothes =) As for recent work, same lorz.. still bz.. sometimes haf 2 reach office early if nt cannot finish.. haiz.. so sianz.

Today mon again.. can faster fri?? Realli tired of working, but if dun work no $$.. n i will feel lost at home wif nth 2 do. Cos too used 2 working late everyday.. leading a bz life, den suddenly mei shi zhuo.. zhen de you yi dian sianz. But if work oso sianz.. aiya! so contradicting.. watever, see how it goes ba.. But changing of job is always in my mind.. hopefully can find a better bargain.. Okie guys.. tats all for today.. shall update again.. buaiz~~~

2007-04-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

stress --> tired --> discouraging

Understand that when cums 2 work, definitely there will be stress involved.. n u will meet different kind of ppl. Some r really friendly which makes ur day hapi =) while some r realli nasty tat makes u doubt ur working ability (m i realli tat bad?) Ppl always tell me 2 kan kai yi dian, dun haf 2 care so much abt these ppl comments..

So wat if they noe a lot, who doesnt cum into tis world w/o knowledge? Does tat mean stupid?
Everyone goes thru a learning process.. standard one lar. (quoted from Kailun) Of cos i understand all these.. B-U-T! my sensitivity ignored everything.. one bad comment is enough for me 2 tink abt it for days..

Dun ask me y, i oso dunno.

Somemore workload has been increasing.. if i dun speed up my learning, i wont be able to cope when H is on leave. N i dun tink i can cope w/o her ard.. will be damn lost n i hate tis feelin. Now everyday 2 work makes me feel sianz.. when mon cums always hope tat tml is fri =( Today is my 3rd time cryin over work.. din noe work can oso makes me feel so down.

Last time always hope can faster get out of student life so tat there wont be anymore hw n exams. Now how i wish i can turn back e clock n be a student again. Tink tat is reality tat i haf 2 face wif.. no longer a child but an adult.. haf 2 learn how 2 take care n solve own problems. Haiz.. i juz hate growing up.

2007-03-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

My leg~~~

my left leg injury.. more grossy hor~~

this is my right leg.. 50cents mark.. haha

Hows e pic? Haha.. dun mean 2 scare ur wif it uh.. but some frens of mine wanna take a look so decided 2 put up, if nt by e time they see me, my wounds will be recovering liaoz.. mei you se me kan tou.. =p very gross hor? Left leg bi jiao er xin n serious lar.. dunno y.. fall on both leg but onli one kana more jia lat.. lucky too lar, if nt e pain will be double! -_-

Today rested at hm e whole day.. haiz.. 2 days MC b'cum 1.. hai take de you yi dian paiseh. But one day nt in office is realli great, can spare me from my boss nagging.. !! Wah liaoz.. he ma chiam like those huai dao de lae-dio (slang way of radio) ke yi kai bu ke yi guan de wor.. keep goin n goin n goin.. Zzzz.. n everyday nagging abt e same issue!! kaoz! realli feel like asking him 2 SHUT UP!!

I need 2 concentrate on my work lar, den he keep toking.. diaoz~ dun tink any super duper glue or scotch tape can zip up his mouth.. -_-"Okie lar.. i gonna go makan dinner le.. see when free den update again ba. In e meantime hopefully my leg will get better.. i want 2 jog!! Haha.. bye guys~~ cYa~~

2007-03-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

I m back~~~

Yoyo!! Wah sae.. din realised i nv update blog for such a long~~~ time liaoz. Primary is due to e workload tat is increasing so seldom get 2 online during office hrs 2 update.. secondary is lazy (cos got ppl comment: "still got sat & sun wat!") hehe.. anyway i m back for some short updates.

Recently realli quite suay.. last sun went jogging near my area n noe wat? I fell on e pathway.. so damn paiseh! ops! i mean pain oso lar. Initially din realised.. cos tot it was onli pi wai shang (or sld i say i m more concerned if anyone saw me fall.. haha!) so i continue jogging until i feel my leg shio shio one den saw blood. But i still finish my 5 n half round b4 i go home cos wo zhen de yi wei shi small case. Right now.. haha.. swollen n infected.. serve me rite! Now walk short dist can oso take 5mins.. na li hui jiu~~

Juw now during lunch break went 2 see e doc n ta hen da li de use cotten n solution 2 rub my wounds!!! wah liaoz! My leg lae.. hui tong de hor!! Lucky he nv gif me injection if nt i sure run away.. scary~ Now ppl see my leg ma chiam see some rare creature, keep staring at it.. you na me hao kan ma? Anyway, hopefully it will get well by tis sun if nt cannot go jogging lar! *duhz* Okie lar.. nth much 2 update liaoz.. oh ya, juz 2 add on: work is boring!! shall elaborate tat another time.. cya guys~~ take care~~

2006-12-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

recent updATes..

Hey ppl, so sorry for e slow updates.. recently kinda bz + visiting of relatives which cause me hardly had e time 2 online. Anyway, here r e updates for tis wk:

Saturday, 16 Dec 06
Yeah!! Finally got e chance 2 step in Vivo liaoz.. always hear ppl n see mag toking abt it, realli damn curious 2 explore e place myself. N indeed, e shopping centre is big~~ feel lost inside, as in u dunno where 2 start ur shopping or where u stop @ (or cos wo shi lu chi?) hee.. Basically tat day juz went 2 da kai yan jian and e place was really crowded so din buy anything. My 3rd aunt n mom was bz buying their clothes @ bossni (having sale lar.. tat explain y)

Heard they keep occupying e changing room -_- lucky my 2 couzees n i ain ard.. you yi dian paiseh nehz.. haa~ =p We juz went 2 browse @ a few shops.. ex lae.. n e bez place we went would be e big book store located on e 2nd or 3rd (nahz.. dun realli rem.. too big..) Got many korean n taiwan xiao shuo which i was so damn tempted 2 buy!! N some of them were highly recommanded by yixin's frens.. but den, there are a total of 3 vol = $30++ -_-

Nt realli ex but once u tink u wld be reading once den after tat leave aside, it look ex 2 me.. haa~ so end up din buy any books too.. Next, hungry lar.. so went 2 find a cafe stituated on e 1st floor (forgot name too =p). Their items oso hen gui nehz.. so we juz order 3 drinks (iced choco, ice lemon tea & orange juice), 1 choco brownie + 1 orange choco cup cake. Tink i m realli in love wif choco.. keke.. Rested for ard 30mins den went 2 meet up our mummies.. take pics lar.. admire scenry lar.. very nice lae cos is by river side.

Too bad is daytime if nt it will look real beautiful @ nite =) Leave e place @ 6.30pm n took bus 30 home.. a long journey but my couzees n i occupied ourselves wif silly games.. =p Couzees n i had our dinner @ mac near my hse (finally.. can haf san ren shi jie.. haha) Realli long time nv laugh until so happily liaoz.. like spending time wif both my couzees help me 2 forgot a lot of troubles. We keep teasing theng abt her n jiu kong.. dunno how it started but since it had started den we shall continue.. keke..

N e last place of e day wld be e bowling alley. 1st time played lae.. a bit nervous cos all e experts r there, pose mei mei lae, strike n more strike ar.. wah! -_- I took e lightest ball.. no.7.. haa, paiseh ben ren nt much strength one. Initally din realli nt how 2 play, got wash drain of cos but slowly got e feel den ye bu pa dui lian liaoz (already dui so much) Hee, rite now i m addicted 2 it.. wonder when got e chance 2 play again.. Zzz..

@ espirit children corner..
act xiao hai zi sia..

mei you bei xia dao ba..

haha.. caught by surprise!

Sunday, 17 Dec 06
Suddenly craving for ktv so decided 2 go wif my couzees in e morning.. n noe wat? We sang until 3pm oso nobody chase us.. damn surprised sia. So wo men ye hen bu lang fei ta men de hao yi, continue 2 sing overtime.. haha. Y'tday was my 1st time sing ktv sing until very tired, throat oso dry dry one.. end up e 3 of us juz anyhow pass e mic ard n sing.. hen lei but you xiang finish up those songs we selected.. plus! mei ren chase us out, so xiang chang dao shuang shuang den leave =p *kaisu behaviour*

We were realli sleepy by e end of it.. if we had e same kind of preservence n determination for studyin, na jiu li hai lorz.. but too bad we dun.. haa~ After ktv went 2 buy e stuffs n ingredients for making choco den head back 2 JE 2 makan Long John. As usual lar, chit chatting away until 6.30pm den my dad came 2 fetch us home. @ nite.. bowling again!! This time round onli played 1 game as our hands r over used for y'tday 2 games.. lousy nehz. =p Den went sheng siong 2 buy some tibits 2 munch @ home while watching Wan Quan Yu Le.. hee.. relaxing day~

lai lai.. pose mei mei

jia lat.. starting 2 get wild

cannot tahan already!!

oh no.. lost control

hui meng yi xiao.. haha

Monday ,18 Dec + Tuesday, 19 Dec
Left work at ard 3plus as my colleagues need 2 leave early.. decided 2 start making choco wif my couzee but onli experimenting ar.. nt gd still can improve. Haiyo, xmas realli headache cos hasnt prepare my gifts -_- hopefully tis weekend free ba.. Den tues cos office closed so no need 2 work ^-^ dan shi.. e weather ain gd cos keep pouring non-stop.. since sunday jiu yi zi rain, hen leng lae~~ end up juz stay @ home n watch my Jian Dao Shi Tou Bu (got wang shao wei! haa..) + play poker cards.. zhen wu liao~

Until @ nite den went airport 2 fetch my xiao yi tgt wif her husband n 2 kids. Zoe grow up so much.. hao ke ai!! Haha.. 1yr nv see her liaoz, b'cum more kaypo.. more active.. like 2 ask why tis why tat -_- e younger bro Rhys oso very active, keep crawling here n there.. hee.. they will be cuming back 2wks later, by den hopefully can haf some pics of them =)

Thursday, 21 Dec 06
Hehe.. is my bro's engagement date.. very excited!! Left work @ 4plus den went down 2 changi chalet (they holding engagement there) wif my parents n yixin. Wah sae, e place very nice lae.. is a double storey hse by e sea.. hao mei wor!!! Very American style.. feel so cooling n relaxing there.. =) If i can haf tis kind of hse by e sea tat will be damn hapi lorz.. everyday can go for a walk by e beach wif my husband.. so romantic~~ oPS!! Okok.. off track.. Ya ar, saw my bro.. hen shuai hor (gif face say one.. haha) n oso his gf's dog.. so cute~

E ceremony starts @ 7.30pm.. feel so sweet for them.. there was a moment i wanted 2 cry, dunno y oso but juz feel like crying.. hen touched ba.. so envy of them =) Bu guo after seeing e food, watever stuffs jiu dun rem liaoz.. =p E food okok onli.. but i like e sushi, orea cookies cake, mini choco ice-cream bread n mango pudding.. hao chi hao chi~~ But e red wine still taste bitter 2 me.. eee.. @ nite e place is very windy.. hen shuang.. n we juz sat ard n chit chat until 9plus den return home. Hee.. hapi enagagement 2 them.. dun forget my present when they return from Bangkok next wk ^-^

2006-12-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

4D = Disappointed, discouraged, deflated, demoralised

Cant imagine i juz onli work in tis co for less den 6mths (4mths 2 be exact) n i m already feelin sianz n tired of it liaoz -_- Dunno y oso.. but tink i realli nt cut out 2 be in e higher level.. will feel very lost if no one is ard 2 guide me. Well, of cos nt saying ppl haf 2 always tell me when 2 do tis or tat, i noe e steps.. but when cum 2 decision-making, wo zhen de bu zhi dao!! Izit b'cos i m inexperienced or juz plain stupid?

My tinking is simple n straight lorz.. how i wish i can be like helene who simply knows what 2 do, wat 2 say.. =( I realli got no leadership (though ppl always say u npcc one lae.. sure got wor!) but e fact is I DUN HAF!! ru guo you i wont be feeling so disappointed n frustrated in myself le. Haiz.. tats y all along i nv wish or hope myself 2 b'cum wat manager lar.. supervisor.. as i noe my standard.. now i can feel e stress cuming in..

Esp when helene is pregnant, she wont be ard tat often.. worst, when she go on labour leave or even b4 she gif birth.. i will haf 2 be on my own which i dun tink i can lorz! Now cuming 2 work gives me cold feet.. i told myself nv gif up no matter how difficult it is 4 me cos i MUZ train myself 2 be able to tink n carry out work on my own.. but.. haiz.. it is nt as simple as ABC.. n my mom is asking me 2 study uni.. HAO FAN AR!!! juz gif me a break.. =(

2006-11-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

sO many thIngs.. *_*

Suddenly tired of working, esp when sun cums.. feels so demoralising 2 noe tat next day will be a mon n there's still a long way b4 weekends arrives!! Zzzz.. wonder y weekends so short uh? If only there's 3 days of weekends n juz 4 working days.. tink i will feel more re-charged n motivated 2 work.. hee~ Anyway, durin e weekends juz hang out wif my couzee..

Yaya, knew u guys (u noe who ur r ) r gonna nag @ me for always goin out wif her.. aiya, she holis ma so muz acc if nt when sch reopen.. chey! cai bu li wo tis old lady lae.. keke.. Ah.. dun lor-so.. went kbox on sat (okok.. noe i m visiting tat place too often liaoz) initally din realli haf 2 mood 2 sing, but after some warming up it seems e momentum is back =)

Sang until 3pm den head down 2 JP 2 buy my red converse jacket which cost me $69.90!!! Er.. i muz say tat's e most ex outfit i bought so far, even my prom nite gown oso din cost me tat much -_- Besides that, i oso bought a top @ this fashion, $8 onli ^-^ Still got many things haven buy nehz.. arh! no matter wat, muz get my dig cam when received my next pay.. cos cuming dec got many outings:

- 1st Dec (fri) : 'S' clinqe gathering
- 2nd Dec (sat) : Gettin my dig cam @ Sim Lim + 2nd bro's engagement gift + Food spree @ IMM
- 9th Dec (sat) : Npcc Sentosa Trip
- 15th Dec (fri) : Pri sch gathering
- 16th Dec (sat) : Zoo trip wif couzee(s) OR purchasing xmas stuffs wif zhuang rong
- 21st Dec (thurs) : 2nd bro's engagement chalet
- 23rd + 24th Dec : pending xmas celebrations~~

Wow~ so many things!! hehe.. feel realli shiok 2 see my weekends r fully packed. But y my bro fix his engagement date on a thurs? if fri den i can stay longer ma.. next day no work =p N my msia couzee is cuming spore (sld be) in a wk time.. gd gd, can bring her 2 zoo.. haha~~been waiting for tat.. ^-^ Okie ya, tink tats abt it.. gonna go oink oink le if nt tml turn panda.. nitez everyone~~

2006-11-24T17:40:00.000+08:00

Bad bad flu.. =(

Sorry guys, kinda long time nv update bloggy.. bz + lazy + tired = no updates ^-^ Anyway, shall use e little time i haf b4 knock off 2 update yi dian dian. Erm.. recently has been tied up wif work, more orders cuming in n oso helene is pregnant (did i mention tat?? eh.. tink no hor) oh yeah, my colleague got little baby liaoz.. hehe.. so hapi =) now 2mths + 1 wk.. but she very poor thing cos need 2 haf injection on every alternate day 2 increase her hormones as well as 2 stabilise e baby. *ouch*

Very painful one lae den at nite nt able 2 sleep cos when she toss n turn, it will touch e wound n wake up liaoz. So ke lian.. even when she juz describe i oso can feel e pain.. haha, i very sensitive one =p Hopefully everything goes well for her <-side track-> Ok, was tokin my schedule.. ya, den last sat went bugis wif couzee but din buy a lot of stuffs. Onli bought one skirt, bag n 2 tops.. so little, nt guo ying one.. hee~

Tml hopefully she can make it den we can go sing ktv!! haha.. suddenly got e craving for tat.. maybe cos of superstar ba. Din ur watch yt'day results? Mag is out.. wo hai man xi huan ta lae.. she like very cute lorz.. but too bad. Kenny oso out le.. as for rest.. ok ar, no comments =X E one i supported will onli be competing next wk (daren).. i tink he's cute =p My mom say small eyes suit my taste *ya lor!* hopefully he wont be out so fast uh.. *pray hard* keke, ok ar.. gonna knock off liaoz.. buai buai~

2006-11-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

Monday blues..

YohOo~ is mon again *yawnz*.. when will fri cum uh? Usually mon n tues is e most nan ao one, haf 2 wait long for weekends.. so sleepy Zzz.. Anyway, time for some updates b4 SDJ cum haunting me = o) :

Fri, 3 Nov '06
Met up wif SDJ @ JP after work. Realli quite sometime nv see her liaoz.. hair turn short ar, dye brown (very 'wang ren fu' style =p) n slim down lorz.. poor thing, uni too stress hor? But she still beri ah siao lar, forever so funni one. Had her dinner @ lai lai den we went coffee bean 2 lim kopi.. keke.. on e way was reading e letters she wrote for me, wah sae realli quite thick lae.. read dao~~ shuang shuang.. =) Told me bits n pieces of her uni stuffs, nt forgetting 2 mention her stats in every letter.. haa~

E way she wrote e letters is ma chiam like she is there tokin 2 me.. even bei ren de ma ma dou chu lai liao.. so qing qie~~ Haha, e most jing dian one will be squating bear.. i din even tot of tat sia.. swee ar~ N as we were chatting on her uni life, SDJ took out her old hp n browse dao her "uncle killer" pic (wif seaweed one) diaoz! realli lae, she sld put tat in frenster, confirm attract lotsa 'yandaoz' wanting 2 noe her.. haha! We left ard 10plus wif my dad fetchin us.. SDJ long time nv sit my dad's car, you mei you hen xiang niang ar? keke..

Sat, 4 Nov '06
Ta-da~ is ktv day! ^-^ once again met up wif SDJ @ JE for kbox (ya lorz, she miss me too much.. bo bian =p) I was late cos of e bus breakin down halfway den haf 2 take taxi there -_- Dunno how long nv chiong kbox wif SDJ liaoz.. last time we will even write down a list of songs we wanna sing.. kua zhang? Haha.. tats our unique style, like tat den can save time n sing more! As usual got her dong dong songs wif one of it i nv heard of e title but still can sing it out -_-

If my couzee is ard sure 2 say i lao ren jia.. so long long ago song oso noe. diaoz~ Of cos S.H.E de chu dian is a muz sing song.. repeated 3-4 times.. tai hao ting le! sweet lae~ We sing until se bu de go, it was when e staff came @ ard 2.30pm wo men cai slowly finish up our songs (still got a lot haven sing) keke.. After tat went 2 take neoprints.. did some stupid stunts but hai hao din turn out nice.. if nt choose tat den dui lian nehz.. haa~

SDJ got a few sexy pose sia.. wEe^wEe^ bu kui shi uncle killer.. =p Oh ya! SDJ kana con $2.. she was tryin her luck at e 'dong-ing' machine (dunno how 2 describe, u put coins in den turn out some small toys one) but tink e knob was stuck or smth, cannot turn e toy out -_- e person say haf 2 wait 2wks b4 they cum n retrieve it.. eh, tot they will cum immediately.. real 'efficient' uh.. Nvm ar, xiao cai bu chu da cai bu ru.. maybe someday on e road u might pick up $20? haha.. haf 2 slowly wait..

Haiz.. hapi times passes very fast hor.. e next meet up will haf 2 wait till uni exams finish le.. sld be mth end ba cos seewen is returning spore!! Haha.. gonna haf a big gathering.. realli miss poly life.. miss all my frens!! oPs! too gan xin liaoz.. Okie lar, gotta end here (pardon i update for nearly 3hrs!! cos my boss keep walking in n out of his rm -_- diaoz, hai wo yi zhi muz hide my blog.. ) sayo~~nara~~ SDJ jia you on ya exams!! ^=^

2006-10-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

Friday.. my fav day =)

Wow! how fast can it be.. is another fri again! Cuming 2 oct end liaoz.. which means my pay is cuming in soon =) Work has been pretty busy so couzee paiseh lar, nv update immediately. Esp when our factory is gonna start functioning next yr, many things 2 prepare: buy machines lar, lab equips, negotiate with AVA, ask quotations blah blah~~ of cos more chim one is helene handle, i help to keep track for orders usually.

Dunno izit cope up with work for too long, kinda haf e urge to go out but at e same time lazy cos oso feel like slacking at hm -_- contradicting lae.. wat 2 do, humans r like tat! Craving to watch "World Trade Centre" but dunno choose when (tink down show soon), wanna go window shopping but simpy too lazy or sld i say tight barget =p Bo bian, last sat went ktv again (wif couzee tis time) n poor me haf 2 treat tis dao dan gui.. she even ate up my food!! *sigh*

Haha.. e food wasnt realli tat nice (as compared previosuly) so gave up most of my share 2 her.. so damn piggy, oPS!! =X Den mon went 2 rebond my hair.. told myself umpteen times nt 2 sign up for e treatment package but still end up paying -_-!! wonder did they cast any spell on me ma.. $400+ for 1 rebonding + 5 treatment session.. Offically announced: I AM BROKE!! 31st faster cum.. heee..

Muz limit my spending next mth le, still haf 2 go bugis wif couzee.. list down e stuffs i wanna buy n all total up = $175 <-- tis is onli e estimated sum hor.. might haf more 2 cum.. diaoz diaoz! No wonder others say working ppl even more poor, cos u noe there is $$ cuming in so will spend even more hao shuang.. alamak! I oso wanna go vivo city.. zoo.. trips.. zzzz.. poor mummy got such a daughter.. haa~ K lar tats all.. off work liaoz buaiz~~

2006-10-19T06:22:00.000+08:00

It is always nv easy...

It is nv easy not to fall in love
But it is always easy to fall out of love

It is nv easy to forget someone special
But it is always easy to rem his little actions

It is nv easy to attract his attention
But it is always easy for him to catch ur attention

It is nv easy to rem wat mom told u not to do
But it is always easy to rem wat he told u to do

It is nv easy to rem contents of ur textbk
But it is always easy to rem memories with him

It is nv easy to know who is on his mind
But it is always easy to have him in ur mind

It is nv easy to receive sms from him
But is is always easy for u to hope for his sms

It is nv easy to find opportunity to tok to him
But it is always easy having u toking abt him

It is nv easy to catch his heart
But it is always easy for ur heart to go out to him

It is nv easy to make u understand
But it is always easy for u to express ur understanding for him

2006-10-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

Rob-b-Hood nice! Kbox nice! ^-^

Finally!! My kbox trip is done.. shiok! =) Though is still singing, but doin tat in kbox realli differ.. got e 'feel' haha.. very high sia, tis weekend hasnt wasted. Initially is meant to be a sec sch frens gathering one, but e rest (xiu xian, hui mien & wanye) ain available so left onli yachu n me. 2 person sing oso nt bad.. can keep singing dun haf 2 queue up keke..

We sang S.H.E, jolin, liang jing ru, some duet songs n of cos.. my 183 club one~ still got others ar but majority is these few singers lorz.. yachu even sing until no voice.. haha. N their k lunch got new menu le.. is like a set lunch wif rice+ floss (er.. tink is called tat), chicken/ salmon, octopus (sld be ar), mango pudding n fruits dessert wif a poor prawn on it.. haa~ They r being placed separately in a small tray den tgt into a large one.. smth like jap style. (pic below)

I seriously tink not bad lae.. esp e pudding! omg.. suits my taste.. yummy~ Next time i shall try e salmon one. =) So we yi bian eat yi bian sing yi bian take pic.. u can imagine we eat damn slow cos too bz singing liaoz.. haha. We left ard 2.30pm.. surprisely e staffs onli came 2 chase us once so we eat into their time n sing longer.. =p After tat went 2 take neoprints, chit chat a while den yachu left le cos she got piano lesson. Wo jiu go JP n buy some of my stuffs.. reach hm ard 4plus.. so tired!! Zzz.. keke..

As for yt'day.. met up wif wenwen 2 watch rob-b-hood. Let me tell u guys.. realli muz go watch tis show cos zhen de hen hao xiao!! Ok, at least 2 me ar.. cos i laugh until stomach pain.. n i even hear ppl behind me laugh until cough.. haha~ Is like very stupid n yet funny.. of cos e baby beri-de cuteE lorz~~ Omg, e eyes so damn big n round.. n e cheeks, feel so much like pinching it!! Haha.. n after watchin tis show i find tat louis koo hai man shuai de ^-^

Basically yt'day e movie was great except tat we sat at 2nd row of e threatre -_- Is so damn near n my neck was kinda suan at e end of e show.. i even haf 2 adjust my head when looking at some of e scene. Din expect so many ppl.. lucky still left e last 2 seats if nt haf 2 sit 1st row which nobody is sitting at all. E show lasted for 2hrs (i tot onli 1 1/2 hrs lae) so by e time we finish was already 10.30pm liaoz. Den sit down drink things.. chit chat here n there.. reach hm already 12plus le.

*yawnz* Haha.. kinda tired now.. okie ar, tink stop here le.. shall update again yaya.. buaiz~~

2006-10-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

*mOoncAke*

yeAh YeAh~ is fri again! is mooncake festival again! So hapi.. ^-^ later evening gonna meet up wif huizhen to go play lantern.. haha. Every yr without fail we will gather on tis day, at e small garden near our hse to play candles lar.. chit chat lar.. shang yue lar.. keke. Usually we will stay until midnite or even later.. still rem there was once we stay till 2am+ den go home, but of cos wi our parents ard (still young at tat time.. now even younger! haa~)

Tink today cannot stay too late cos tml might haf smth on.. somemore my slping time getting earlier n earlier, cannot tahan until tat late.. *sigh* lao lorz! Haha.. juz wanna grumble. Lately realli craving for movies lae.. realli realli wanna watch Scoop & Bao Bei Ji Hua!! but shit lar, tink next wk will be quite bz at work.. dunno got time or nt.. hmm, or watch tml? Ah.. see how 1st.. oPs! paiseh start tokin 2 myself.. =p Okie lar, shall end here.. today can go home at 4plus wahaha~ buaIz~~

2006-10-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

~Wo mEn Jie hUn ba~

Yt'day was e last ep of this show.. e ending so sad~ female lead died of some cancer i tink. Actually i din really watch e full story, is only when there's some sweet scenes between He junxiang n e female lead den will watch a while. But overall still noe how it goes.. den yt'day last ep ma, so kinda catch e whole show.. wanna noe if he junxiang died of his illness or not. Na li zhi dao when tune over, saw e female lead nose bleed until very jia lat.

Initially juz a onli a few drops den slowly starts 2 flow n finally gushing out!! Eh.. ok maybe a bit too kua zhang, but it was really scary.. e blood juz keep cuming out n by e end there was a B-I-G pool of blood on e floor (like when ppl kana hit by car den there's a puddle of blood lying beside e person) Even my mom oso shocked on how liu bi xue can liu so much.. ma chiam liu kou shui -_-

When watchin tat scene, i was really scared cos my nose is always giving me probs, if suddenly one day my nose oso start bleeding like tat, wo yi ding hui xia si. Den recently spot a small round thing in my throat, will hurt a little if press on it. Dunno when start having tat.. kinda worry izit growing some cancer or other funny stuffs. My dad says maybe my body too "heat up" tats y will grow tat (hope so).

So has been drinking lots of water n eating more fruits, hoping it will disappear soon.. if nt den haf 2 consult doc liaoz =_= zui hao shi wo tink too much. Okie ar, juz wanna share e story (still can pic tat scene in my mind).. oh ya, b4 ending.. congrats SDJ on passing ya driving licence!! hehe.. hao li hai wor, 1st attempt jiu pass le.. dun forget me when u need someone 2 'longbang' ur future car~~ so long as u drive me 2 my destination.. haha~ buaiz~~

2006-09-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

<-juZ boRed->

Hi i m bloggin again. nth ar, juz plain bored cos finish up my stuffs le.. still got some time 2 kill b4 i knock off. Today can leave a bit early.. ard 5.30pm.. hehe cos helene need 2 leave at tat time so ask me 2 follow suit =) so fast hor, today wed le.. time always passes quickly when cums 2 wed n soon it will be end of sept den oct!! follow by xmas!! new yr!! *_* haha.. tink too far..

Prev new yr scene is still in my mind n we r gonna celebrate next soon.. omg!! N i gonna be 21yr!! *faint* mai lar.. tis no. is discouraging.. haa. Anyway, anyone haf any gd digital cam 2 intro? was browsing thru a few webby, kan dao yan hua hua. Dunno which brand 2 choose lae.. there's olympus, nikon & canon which i tink nt bad. I onli select those wif light wt, nice design n how many MG it hold (e rest of e specs i dun understand.. =p).

Went JP n saw a few nikon cam quite nice.. having promo but i nv buy cos dun wanna rush into tat. still intend 2 get a few more choices. Will get one when i get my 2nd pay.. hehe~ Eh.. suddenly craving for movies.. hehe (really problematic ger, so many things wanna do). 1 of it is Bao Bei Ji Hua (Rob-B-Hood starring Jackie Chan, Louis Koo) showing tis fri, cant wait for tat!

Is a comedy n e baby in it very cute lae!! keke.. another one.. er, tink is called scope? I forgot.. yt'day GV webby still had e preview but cant find it now. tink tats nice too.. comedy/romance showing in sept. Hmm.. see who's free tis fri den grab them 2 watch!! Hehe.. okie ar, shall end here.. bye lor!

2006-09-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

~Prank sMs~ =p

Keke.. yt'day sent a so damn lame n bo liaoz sms 2 my frens.. nearly kana beat up. Those who received will noe lar.. most of them kana trick except for prawny n weisheng. Prawny cos she noe me ar, knew i will be very bo liaoz one den weisheng received tis sms b4 so nv bei pian! wasted! keke.. For e rest, they realli xia dao when saw e 1st few sentences but was sian diao when it was juz a prank.. so funny!! Esp tat xianli! he realli tot i gonna leave for taiwan n even called 2 ask -_-

Haha.. at 1st i din notice anything wrong until i put down e phone den tink maybe he hasnt read e full msg, tats y ask me 2 explain. If nt tat msg very clear wat.. juz a prank still need 2 explain?! But it was realli funny whenever i tot of his reaction.. saying wat i wanna go taiwan 2 support dao bian? Haha.. so silly.. now tink of it oso wanna laugh.. ma-lu ma-lu~~ =p Yt'day spend e whole morning 2 replying 2 my frens.. all thanx 2 my bo liaoz.

But i m oso a victim nehz! When huiyi sms me i oso realli tot he goin taiwan (cos it was quite possible for his condition) na li zhi dao.. read until e final sentence.. zhen de shi zi cha nv throw zhu tou at him lorz... xia si wo! Den i dun wanna be so selfish 2 let tis feeling stay in me onli, tats y share wif u guys.. see i so gd!! Haha.. but cannot play too often if nt next time i realli leaving, ppl dun hue me le.. tot i jokin wif them.. wah, den realli sian diao. Keke.. okie ar, juz wanna share tis.. off 2 work le.. tata~~

2006-09-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

~Haircut~

Hi guys, was kinda bz for e past 2wks so less updates. Suddenly got many orders need to settle and complains blah blah~~ Today hai hao, juz tat morning got more email to handle. So far work was ok juz tat less personal time 2 update blog ar.. surf frenster ar =p But ok ar, got $$ cuming in i m fine wif it.. haha~ Last fri went for a haircut at shirley mah.. tereance was nt ard so another female stylist came 2 help out.

Er.. e result was ok.. but i found my fringe guai guai one, makes me look gong (my couzee says one) She even say my face look bigger wif tis haircut -_- Eversince i din have rebonded hair, can often see me goin for haircut.. keke.. But tink i will go for one rebonding b4 new yr ba.. if nt msia dry weather gonna make my hair like lion head.. hehe.

Den sat went JP wif my couzee.. nth much lar, juz went 2 buy her very belated bday present.. shop for digital cam & mp3.. buy food.. Oh ya! When we were heading 2 e bus interchange, i saw G.T (e guy whom i admire during my pri sch days) haha!! He grown so much.. as in size.. =p bu shi pang hor.. shi zhuang. He was wif his gf n we juz bypass each other.. i was a bit lag lar cos after i walk pass him den i react.

My couzee attempt 2 pull me 2 chase after him.. Cos she wanna take a better look at him (wat she saw was e pri sch pic i show her.. n she say he nt shuai! which i tink he is at tat time.. haha!!) But of cos we nv lar.. dui lian! Anyway, tat was juz a small commerical.. n tat was my 1st time seeing him after graduating from pri sch. Hopefully he wont recognise me.. haha.. okie ar, nth 2 update le.. cYa~~

2006-09-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

some P.O.P pics upload.. =)

wEe~wEe~nco marching~

Attention!!!

taking npcc pledge: we e members of
National Police Cadet Corp...

tats e spirit of S-Q-U-E-E-Z!!

nPcc cAke.. chocolate one wor..

e mischievous ones.. -_-

fun shot everyone!! cHeEs-Zz~~ ^-^

1986 batch ger power.. haha =p

2006-08-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

*caMpfiRe* ^-^

Yt'day went for my unit npcc campfire.. was meant for e ncos who r passing out tis yr. Realli hor, time passes very fast.. still rem they were juz sec1 when i 1st took their squad during my CI days. N b4 i realise it.. they r already sec4.. P.O.P liaoz -_- I was still asking prawny who r e ones passing out.. haha.. a bit gong~ Was realli hapi 2 see them again.. b'cum more united n active den b4 =) On e overall they still look e same except for some guys who grown so much taller!!

Aiyo.. esp weilun who was abt 1 head + 1 shoulder taller den me -_- *sadz* haha.. Saw many other familier faces too.. but those sec1s n 2s i dunno ar.. n can u imagine we r 6-7ys older den them!! omg!! tat is disasters.. haha~ Xiang dang niang i was at their age looking at those seniors cuming back.. rite now i b'cum e seniors liaoz.. aiyo! Haha.. e campfire was ok ar.. too bad it rains so we haf it in e hall.. hmm wasted. N tink we seniors side kinda zi high cos e campfire wasnt realli tat smooth.. but we still had fun on our own.

Lead songs lar.. sabotage ppl lar.. shout n whistles at e top of our lungs.. shiok man! Haha.. long time nv sing cheers until like tat liaoz.. though after tat voice a bit uncomfortable but was fun~~ Besides me, still got prawny, meixian, xiaoying, faizal, weiliang, weiqiang, kenny, aaron, zhuagrong n oon jie who fool ard too.. =p There r still others like guohua, dewei, yongfa, poh chien, zhenyao, mingwei, fajar, pika, kwai hor, victor n blah blah~~ cannot rem liaoz.. but they juz sit down there n liao tian -_-

N yongfa realli slim down a lot!!! AIyo.. hard 2 imagine a piggy turns into a skinny.. now call him piggy oso weird ar. But guohua nt so gd.. cos his face look like "yue bing lian" =p Whenever i turn ard n chit wif others, his face most qiang jing tou one lorz.. so easy 2 notice.. keke.. After e campfire we went 2 eat e cakes, take pics wif e sec4s n my frens b4 goin off. Hopefully can haf more campfire.. zhen hao wan~~ Shall upload some e pics another time.. gonna work le.. buaiz~~

2006-08-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Msn is backie~~

Wow wow.. my msn is back~~ Nv realise e importance until i lost it.. *_* haha.. so er xin. Yt'day went online.. suddenly so many ppl chat wif me.. so gan dong!! Haha.. no lar.. but was realli shock cos usually i chat wif very few ppl one.. den tu rang those wo bu shi hen shou one oso can chat a lot.. -_- Oh well.. was tokin wif SDJ n she told me some stuffs abt her uni ar.. den oso got.. *hum hum* *cling clang* (heart break) oSP!! =X Haha!!

Cannot say if nt she will hang zhu tou outside my hse.. but dun worry ger.. wo ting ni ar!! *hitting forehead* Keke.. will definitely find ur Mr. Hu Xu soon.. somemore uni got so many guys, plenty of chance lorz. Unlike me.. work place mostly lao peh peh, realli scary if cannot find bf.. -_- Okie lar, update on my schedule today.. met up wif mingxi, huiling & kailun.. went bugis shop shop den go makan swensen *yummy*

U noe ar.. i seldom go there one, so juz eat watever they order.. very full lae!! N of cos.. i pay uh.. haven get salary den haf 2 dao tie.. $*%#*% bo bian, who ask me owe them a treat. But today nv buy anything cos tat mingxi keep forcing us hear his "army" stories.. *yawnz* hai wo cannot hao hao de shop.. zhu tou! Haha.. okie dokie.. go online le.. oh btw, SEEWEN HAPI 20TH B'DAY!! Hopefully she will see tis.. =) cya cya~~

2006-08-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

I m weird...

Finally got time for myself.. has been kinda bz for e past 2 days. Got lotsa things haf 2 handle on my own, previously still haf helene ard 2 guide me. Anyway, hopefully today there wont be a lot of bz stuffs goin on.

Hmm.. noe wat? I tink i m sick.. as in mentally "sick".. dunno if any of ur ever had e idea of avoiding frens calls? I do lae.. but tats onli for one. Dunno y sometimes juz dun feel like answering 'tat person' call.. n will reject e idea of goin out (although in e end will still end up giving in) Hmm.. e strange thing is, i dun feel uneasy when goin out wif 'tat person' but wld haf e idea of avoiding if ask 2 go out. Same thing for phone calls.. sometimes will feel like answering it, but sometimes dun.

M i siao? Haha.. i realli find myself weird lae.. other frens will be ok except for tis. Has been tinking abt it but cldnt get a conclusion. realli dunno wats goin on wif me -_- does anyone noe? keke..

2006-08-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

*yaWnz*

Monday blues.. no motivation 2 work.. -_- Helene went on cruise wif his husband, so will be on leave till next mon.. so gd hor! Wah.. how i wish i can go on cruise.. go overseas shopping wif frens oso nt bad.. but i scare of aeroplane.. haha~ Tis wk will be on my own at work.. hopefully wont haf any mistakes or unneccessary stuffs goin on.. i still nt tat familier wif my work lae *pray hard* Look thru my calendar.. got a lot of frens b'day cuming up.. all e way till mid sept <-cling clang-> i can hear money dropping out le.. keke..

Yt'day went mingxi's hse 2 help him bake cookies.. he very ku ku one lorz, wake me up at 7 plus (morning hor!). Wah.. i still having my beauty slp.. realli jian se wang you. He is e one who gonna woo e ger, how cum i haf 2 make e cookies lae? Ma chiam i m e one chasing gers.. n he still can sit down there n watch me bake onli. -_- Realli zhu tou! He even attempt 2 ask me make a card for e ger.. @^$#@% zhen shi de.. might as well i pair up wif e ger.. everything ask me 2 do.. nt sincere at all nehz. Haha.. make me nag e whole day.. like auntie sia.. Okie ar, go work le.. ciaoz~

2006-08-15T09:51:00.000+08:00

Sales 50%!!

Haha.. yt'day after work went JP wif my mom for shopping!! Cos now gio, bossini, hangten, baleno having sales up to 50%.. wah, bargain nehz, so go see see lorz. By e time we reach hm is already 10pm.. cant imagine we shop for 3hrs juz goin 2-3 shops. Hehe.. i bought 2 top, 1 short pants n 1 3/4 pants = $58.50. Go shopping wif parents is gd cos u dun haf 2 pay $$.. all expenses by them!! =) Eh.. den recently job was ok.. kind of getting e hand of it, but still got areas blur blur one *_*

A.N.D i miss my msn! My hse com cannot function tat.. den office lappy take too long 2 d/l.. a bit sianz diaoz~ Like ma chiam lost touch wif my frens sia.. tink i sld go get a lappy of my own. Will be looking for one during weekend ba.. so i dun haf 2 share wif my bros.. n wonder how 2 make my hse network wireless uh? If can i oso wish 2 haf tat.. hehe.. plus restrict within my rm even better.. i own my own world!! wahaha!! oPs! Keke.. okie lar, enuff of dreaming.. start work le.. buaIz~~

2006-08-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

In office...

Finally a lappy in office!! Haha.. after 1wk of waiting i got my own laptop. I feel so much like a caveman when no com ard. This lappy is import from Taiwan one, so all those wording on internet like hotmail ar, blogspot ar.. even microsoft word n excel are written in chinese one -_- Keke.. kinda bu xi guan wif it.. need sometime 2 digest those words. So far work was ok.. hasnt got 2 e tedious part (hopefully not). Right now waiting for Helene 2 instruct me on work stuffs, so got sometime 2 relax.

My sitting place is somewhere near Helene one, so watever i surf on net she will see.. haha! Too bad.. if nt still can watch youtube =p Oh ya.. yt'day got watch NDP? Wow.. i love e fireworks.. shuai!! Haha.. too bad i cant watch it at e stadium.. heard from my frens e fireworks at marina bay oso nice. N e parade.. my fav part cos can shout command tgt.. keke. Tink next yr muz try 2 get e tixs.. i like e high atmosphere there. At home onli i tis siao za bo shouting.. zi high lae.. poor me! Haha.. okie ar, tink shall update for now.. cYa~

2006-08-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

L/C... D/P... Zzzz

HiyA! Back bloggin again.. miss me? Keke.. recently my hse com PMS so cannot use.. went 2 borrow mingxi's lappy (onli for today.. lin se gui!) Anyway, shall update fast cos i m getting sleepy again. Dunno y feel exceptionally tired today.. like nt enuff slp but e fact is i haf been slping since yt'day 11pm until afternoon 12plus. Den after tat ard 3plus slp again.. zzzz.. like pig uh? Haha.. maybe hasnt get used 2 working days so feel extra tired.. nowadays has been slping early, always 11pm zzz liaoz.. auto one.

Oh well.. started work for 1wk.. so far so gd.. still in learning process. Basically e co is a small one wif a small office n 6 staffs including e boss n lady boss. N noe wat? Helene (e one teaching me stuffs) told me tat in fact all 6 of them r family members wor.. e accountant is e boss's sis, e one in charge of R&D one is e boss's bro.. n Helene is e boss's bro's wife.. -_- very gd hor?? Family working tgt.. i feel easy working there too (for e time being ar) den attire is real causal: slippers, 3/4 pants n a tee settle liaoz.. sometimes i even bare foot ard.. haha! Tats e style..

As for e job scope.. is one of my weakest stuffs in poly. L/C ar.. shipping docs.. D/P ar.. -_-" If nt wrong tat module is FIT ba.. all e way until exam i still hasnt get clear wif all those terms n i told myself nv m i gonna touch them again.. na li zhi dao~ But wat 2 do.. dunno oso die die muz noe ar. Took out my notes or their reference bk 2 study during free time.. haha~ ma chiam back 2 sch.. but their bks all chinese one, so a bit tedious 2 understand. Even their lappy oso chinese wording one.. *diaoz* Anyway, hopefully can cope well ba.. Okie ar, tink tats all.. gonna Zzzz le.. buaiz~

2006-07-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

e laKE hSe... roMantic ^-^

Hihi.. juz got home from JP (eh.. 2 be exact: exlude my brush teeth, wash face n changing time sld be ard 11.50 reach hm) By rite i sld be rotting at hm cos of my stupid flu n cough, but toon siong called in e afternoon 2 chit chat den was saying abt e new movie: E Lake Hse.. he said it was nice so we decide 2 meet up n watch 7.10pm slot. N 2 my surprised tat he actually help 2 pay my movie tix. (wow!)

Cos usually if i go out wif guys, i wld prefer goin dutch.. so a bit paiseh for him 2 pay. Tink next time round sld be my turn since i start 2 work next wk =) E show is kinda unique cos it is a love story tat happen between 2 person, a guy living in 2004, n a lady in 2006. They got 2 noe each other thru a hse by e lake.. cos e lady was moving out so she left a letter in e mailbox stating abt e hse condition n ask 2 guy 2 pass him any letters tat is meant for her.

On e other hand, e guy found it strange cos he was e 1st person 2 moved in e hse, it was nt renovated at all n there is none of e stuffs tat e lady mention abt e hse. So he wrote back a letter telling her these. As time goes by, den they realised tat they r in 2 differ yr.. 2004 n 2006. N of cos, as they start writing more often.. they found themselves falling in love wif each other. But they were in 2 differ world.. how can they get 2 see each other??

Hehe.. cannot say ending cos if ur want can go watch. Is realli a nice show.. find it amazing how 2 person can get 2 connect wif each other when they r in differ yr.. hmm.. Anyway, after e movie went 2 buy my mug n we each bought a keychain.. very cute one!! Haha.. of cos mine is cuter =p Den we went mac 2 buy drinks n chit chat.. all e way until 11.30 den my dad came n drive me hm. 1st time stayin in JP until so late.. anyway, tink shall stop here.. zzz.. buaiZ!

2006-07-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

If i can fly like Superman...

If i can fly like Superman, tat will save me lotsa $$ on air tix.. den i can spend them on clothings.. food.. blah blah~ dream too much? Haha.. maybe, tats wat a piscean like 2 do.. =) As mention, today got a date wif SDJ aka Mrs Chen -_- (still e same.. so lamb chop) She beri qing lao nehz, do hsework b4 we meet up.. wanna shun pian drop by my hse 2 help out oso? $1 per hr.. keke.. E Superman movie was nt bad, kinda exciting.. n there were a few parts we kana xia dao, cos e sound effect too loud liaoz.

But i find e Superman face a bit jia.. like make of plastic.. or sld i say his features r too outstanding until look like a wax person. Haha.. cannot blame me, his skin too smooth liaoz lorz.. make me jealous.. oPS! After e movie, we head down 2 imm.. n so paiseh, we went 2 e wrong place 2 take e shuttle bus.. lucky a guy came over 2 tell us, if nt we will be like 2 gong za bo waiting down there.. -_- We shop ard.. main area is at da sao. I bought a writing pad n e dunno wat soup which SDJ recommand me.

Den continue walking ard.. go watson.. mini toons.. n buy bread! Haha.. my fav.. SDJ says i muz haf got tis genes from my mom =p Ard 5plus ba.. we return JP.. so fast.. but nvm, we fix next mon go out shopping.. i need 2 buy clothes! Hehe.. although broke liaoz but nvm.. buy liaoz den say. ^-^ N juz now i took 154 hm ma.. saw quite a gd looking guy lae! 2 my surprised.. he live round my area.. keke.. din noe my area will haf hao kan de ren one. But tats all ar.. see see onli.. okie ar, go makan dinner liaoz.. cYa!!

2006-07-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

Working..

Juz return frm my 2nd interview.. today is e boss who spoke 2 me. Looks friendly n e colleagues oso nt bad.. but hasnt realli get 2 noe them so cant comment much. Will be starting work next tues.. so still got 1wk 2 slack.. n their working time is from 9.30am-5.30/6pm.. nt bad hor? Get 2 start work at a later time, but still e same for me cos i goin out wif my dad at 8.30pm.. so no matter wat oso haf 2 wake up early -_-" Den their attire kinda causal.. so can spare me from wearing those formal attire.. haha..

Tml goin out wif SDJ.. we gonna catch Superman n a trip 2 da sao (daiso). If dun faster meet up she will kill me (scary!) keke.. oso she starting sch soon n i need 2 work, so might nt haf lotsa time 2 meet up. Kinda envy ppl who can get in uni.. i got tink of applying SIM, but scare my passion for studyin might disappear halfway.. den waste money. But i like e feeling of studyin uni.. complicated uh? Haha.. see how ba.. if realli find work too boring (or no raise in my salary.. haha) might consider. Okie ar, go take a nap 1st b4 i go joggin.. cYa~~

2006-07-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

ShoPpinG~~ so tirIng...

Today soOo tired.. tink i gettin more n more lousy liaoz.. juz shop a while den i start getting tired.. lao le.. keke. Met up wif my couzee at je 2 borrow bks den head down 2 jp for shopping. Cos we onli went out in e late afternoon so juz go nearby.. at least wont be too troublesome 2 get hm. But jp is enuff cos i buay tahan after juz 2hrs of walking.. aiyo! N worst still, din get e stuffs i want.. a bit sianz diaoz~ No tops i like, no skirts suitable.. in e end juz bought a bag from ice lemon shop --> $29.90

Hmm.. price a bit steep but still reasonable, as long as dun let my mom noe e actual price can liaoz.. =X She will start her nagging kung fu which is scary.. so i intend 2 drop e price by $10 if she ask abt it.. keke.. tat will cut short a lot of unneccessary nagging. Besides tat, oso bought a pair of earrings.. ankle socks.. haha! bo liaoz stuffs. But e suay thing is my anklet break into half when i was walking.. =( Haf 2 buy new one.. $$ again.. -_- *yaWnz* Okie lar.. stop here.. gonna find ppl 2 chat.. cYa~

2006-07-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

^-^Half dAy tRip at Ngee aNn^-^

Finally went 2 get my cert liaoz.. =) Aiyaya.. i graduate liaoz lae.. omg!! Haha.. Seeing e students at atrium doin their stuffs makes me tink of e days where we pia for projects. Still rem there were a few times where we stay until 7-8pm den leave sch.. cOolz~ Haha.. but was fun lar n in fact stayin in sch till so late oso nt bad.. quiet n cooling. N ngee ann change quite a lot lae. They renovate e area near bus stop.. still got small waterfall sia!! *diaoz*

N e bus stop now is much nicer den e past.. wah.. everytime wait till we graduate liaoz den got so many pattern one. Dunno izit my batch suay or wat, all e way from pri until now.. when we were abt 2 graduate den e sch start renovating or expanding.. -_-" Den after getting my cert still find e time early, so drag kailun wif me 2 walk round ngee ann. Realli long time nv cum back liaoz.. n e place i miss most is e small minimart!!

Haha.. cos last time our clinqe often go n buy sweets lar, chocolate, tibits blah blah~~ 2 satisfy our hunger n 2 prevent us from slping.. Zzzz.. keke.. Den we walk 2 canteen 3 n i recommand kailun our most famous Yu Pian Mi Fen! Haha.. *yummy* We sat for a while b4 heading back 2 atrium n buy my orea mocha (nice nice) den went 2 meet huiling. Hmm.. maybe if got chance i sld gather my clinqe n go back sch again.. tink tat will be fun ^-^

2006-07-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

Nt rain.. is PAIN!!

Alamak.. my whole body very suan ar!! Too long nv exercise liaoz.. juz jog one day den muscle pain already.. lousy sia.. *humph* My stamina oso drop liaoz, last time can jog 5-6 rounds but now 4 rounds onli i start 2 get tired.. n in between i still got pause 2 rest a while -_-" Sld jog more le.. if nt realli cannot make it. Den yt'day chatted wif mingxi n he said wanna hold a party on sat 2 celebration his book out *diaoz!* Like tat oso muz celebrate??!! At tekong too long brain rusty liaoz uh..

Wonder wats there worth celebrating one.. Zzzzz... Haha.. watever lar, botak ppl haf e final say.. if nt he gonna complain we discriminate "hairless" ppl.. opS!! =p Oh ya, juz now went for an interview for admin post.. in a very very small office wif 3-4 employees onli. Nt sure whether selected or nt cos they still got a few candidates, haf 2 wait till fri den will noe. Hmm.. if can get den gd lorz.. got $$ cuming in again.. haha. But if dun haf oso nvm ar, can opt for a higher salary one.. =) Hee.. okie lar, nth 2 write liaoz.. go play neopets again.. bUaiz~~

2006-07-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

ZzzZzz..

Ever had e experience of feeling damn slpy but cldnt get 2 slp?? Yo.. i m feeling rite now.. haha.. Now idling my time away in msn n neopets.. few ppl 2 chat oso.. kinda boring~~ A while ago was on e line wif toon siong.. aiyo! Their bunk so damn noisy.. my right ear was hot when i ended e call.. -_-" Maybe if i were 2 put an egg there.. hai hui shou nehz *roll eyes*

All thanx 2 tat xianli who keeps shouting n singing army song wif his "zhen zhi wei" voice.. haha!! Do too many bad deeds liaoz.. kana sore throat den now b'cum tat voice.. so damn funny ^-^ Really sounds alike.. but too bad.. too high pitch liaoz.. hurts my ear when tokin 2 him. Cldnt make out wat he say oso.. 3/4 of e time was bz laughing at his sexy voice.. =p

Lucky today ended e call early cos yt'day toon siong kana caught by his officer on e phone after lights off.. scare me.. tot he will kana punishment. But heng ar! Juz warning *whiew* if nt he will kill me for making him stay another wk in tekong. ^-^ Watever it is, my ears r saved.. thank god! Keke.. okie lar, rubbish enuff.. go slp liaoz.. sayonara!!

2006-07-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

LaZy aFternOon

Hehe.. finish making e card for seewen liaoz.. took e whole afternoon 2 complete it! Aiyo.. very slow hor? But tat means i put in a lot of effort ok.. =p It was until sunday den i finally got e 'ling gan' .. if nt i wld still be cracking my brain. After done wif it, i keep looking at e card.. cos i find it real nice.. haha!! Dun say i thick skinned hor.. juz din expect e decoration will be better den i predicted.

N usually my creativity is realli limited, keep having e same idea poping up.. nan de got new stuffs so kinda hapi wif it.. keke! Will be sending 2 aus for her as it will be too late 2 mail 2 msia now.. anyway, hope she will like it =) Den was on e phone wif huiling n we were toking abt our frens in tekong. Dunno izit army too slack or they r smart enuff 2 eat snake, got a lot of time 2 call n chit chat wor.

Yt'day she got 4 classmates calling her 2 da fa shi jian, so damn free.. n one of em was mingxi.. finish her side den call me.. -_-" Beside him, there r oso another 3 of my frens who r so bo liaoz too.. realli wonder they go tekong for training or for calling ppl one lae.. a bit *diaoz* Haha.. ok lar, i gonna go play neopets liaoz.. beybey!!

2006-07-08T13:15:00.000+08:00

*NDP*

Dunno y uh, tis yr suddenly got e urge 2 go n watch ndp. Last wk was discussing wif kailun n huiling abt it, but they nt interested. Den when i went 2 e ndp webby 2 check for e purchasing of tixs, e application already over liaoz -_-" Eh.. a bit sianz diaoz cos kinda feel like goin.. e last time i went was a few yrs back ba but tat was onli e rehersal part. If can go 2 e actual one real shiok.. although is very squeezy, but e atmosphere is damn great! Everyone sings tgt.. cheer tgt n all e kallang waves.. wow!! (Of cos.. nt forgetting e goodie bags oPS!)

N esp when e uniform gps start marching out, wah sae! All so neat n coordinated.. juz by watching them makes my hair stand.. keke.. hao shuai wor!! Realli envy those ppl who can wear tat no.1 uniform in ndp, so wei feng ^-^ Maybe cos npcc craze ba, like 2 watch ppl march.. makes me remind of my npcc days.. den when e parade commandor is shouting command, i always like 2 cut in n say tgt like ma chiam i m e parade commandor=p Hehe.. for fun ya.. Okie dokie, tats all for today.. go makan lunch liaoz.. BYE!!

2006-07-06T17:07:00.000+08:00

~La la la~

OpS! Long time nv update blog le.. hehe.. but there's oso nth much 4 me 2 write too.. my daily routine r abt e same.. kind of boring uh? Wanting say i sld get a life, get a bf! Haha.. i m already keeping myself occupied except tat i will be stayin at home facing e com or my chi bks when i m nt out for stuffs.. ok rite? Keke.. den i m oso catchin up on 2 taiwan shows "深情密碼" & "爱情魔发师" at you-tube. Hmm.. both show oso nice but i wld prefer 深情密碼 cos i like e story better.. juz tat e ending is sad..

So u guys can look up on these 2 shows if free (sha da jie.. can watch at home den wont be so sianz liaoz.. hehe..) Den recently oso involved in neopets.. suddenly miss my pets so log in 2 play .. earn some neopoints too.. haha! Tink rite now i m e onli one who play tat ba.. =p but some games were fun.. gd for such childish person like me.. ^-^ I oso like 2 buy e food.. wah sae! All of them look so delicious sia, makes me so hungry den keep buying.. keke.. Okie ar, i gonna go catch my 'Yu Le Bai Fen Bai' liaoz.. they playin bball.. byebye!!!

2006-06-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

再见

电话还在响我有些心慌
熟悉的号码　在挣扎
故作的坚强　虚伪的力量
撑过这一刻　更悲伤
没接的电话　是一种惩罚
不该想　却割舍不下

如果再见我　你能说什么
说爱我　或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠　选择不联络
因为我　担心你会听见我　
还那么难过

短讯声在响　凌晨两点半
惊醒的房里　更孤单
一句睡了吗　像你的习惯
这夜晚　为你而混乱

如果再见我　你能说什么
说爱我　或只是寂寞
原谅我冷漠　选择不联络
因为我　担心你会听见我　
还那么难过

" 因为对你我连再见.. 都说不出口 "

2006-06-18T07:23:00.000+08:00

感情线

我想我已开始有点疑惑好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得为何在我心中有舍不得

看着你要走还装着笑容掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远

不敢相信已经来到终点想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线

看着你走远还继续装笑脸掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点

你已不在而我何时才清醒相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么默默的承受像个男子汉

看着你要走还装着笑容掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远

(those who cant see e chi words, go 2 e top pg click view -> encoding -> unicode or try other chinese encoding)

2006-06-17T07:42:00.000+08:00

How i wish...

Early in e morning.. suddenly woke up from my dream.. (yeah yeah.. dreaming again) But tis time round, it was a nice n sweet dream.. it brought back lotsa memories during my poly life. All my frens participated in it (feel honour lae.. =p) n i cld clearly see all their faces. Tink we were in NP canteen3.. tat is one of e canteen tat we spend most time during our 3rd yr.. eating.. *my yu pian mi fen* keke.. We were chit chatting, laughing as usual n when i woke up from it, i found myself smiling -_-" Haha.. funny.. n e dream was realli simple, juz e 9 of us toking n lauging away.. so nice.

I lie in my bed recalling e dream n e fun time tat we haf in poly.. i even took out my lappy 2 look at e pics n e videos taken at kbox.. haha! cldnt stop laughin.. ^-^ W/o knowing, juz a blink of eyes, 3yrs of poly life pass by so quickly n quietly.. Till now i still can rem wat happen during our orientation like as if it was yt'day stuffs. Initally i tot poly life will be a boring journey of studyin but turn out 2 be a funny n.. still funny days. Nv enjoy goin 2 sch so much.. haha.. kinda se bu de. N seewen goin 2 aus soon, 2yrs.. hope she will rem us too =) Haiz.. how i wish i cld turn back e clock n enjoy e fun n laughter again...

2006-06-15T08:08:00.000+08:00

A change.. i hate..

Dunno y.. recently sense a change in myself .. nt sure whether izit gd or bad, but definitely nt e one i like. Tis kind of change is making me kinda mm.. frustrated? Ya, tink tats e word ba.. i realli dislike it. Dunno izit b'cos i haf been slacking too much tats y haf tis feeling or there is realli some changes in me.

Sometimes i realli hope i can be like other ppl.. haf so-n-so character, so-n-so looks, so-n-so figure blah blah~~ However all these r juz my bai ri meng which will nv be fulfill cos i m me.. a fact tat cannot be change. I haf 2 accept my own character.. looks.. n watever changes tat cums by. Onli when i m in my own dreamworld den i can cum up wif e prefect stuffs tat i wanna haf.. =(

2006-06-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

*30 Tian de Ai LiaN*

Juz finish reading tis bk.. so sad.. i cried again. Dun call me crybaby ok, e ending is realli realli sad. In fact when i 1st borrow it, i tot it was a cheery story.. i expect it to be a guy n ger whom get 2 noe each other n fall in love within 30 days.. den after tat get tgt smth like tat. Well.. initially it was like tat but as i read on, it seems 2 be different from wat i tink.

E story is abt a taiwan ger goin for a trip at Spain on her own for 30 days. It might seems normal cos goin for trip alone was quite alrite.. but b'cos since young her health was nt in gd condition.. everyday there will be ppl taking great care of her, her family members dun even dare 2 let her step out of e hse alone. So it was quite a struggle 2 let her off alone in spain.. but in e end she still went for it. Upon reaching, she met a guy who she tot was a bad guy in e end turn out 2 be a nice chap.

Always helping her n even fought wif e theif when her belongings were being stolen.. he juz wanted 2 earn some $$ by being her tour guide. So thru-out her trip she had tis guy 2 bring her around n eventually they fall in love. They enjoy each other company.. always planning their future. Not onli tat, they had an agreement 2 get married 3yrs later after both of them had complete their uni.. in e meantime they shall write letter 2 each other updating on their stuffs. N e day b4 e ger left Spain, e guy even proposed 2 her.

But too bad.. tis relationship did nt carry on when e ger return 2 taiwan. E guy kept his promise by writing letters 2 her whenever he is free n work extremely hard so tat he can get e see e ger soon. However, e letters were being rejected stating tat there is no such add. Even e phone no tat e ger gif were oso nt available.. he juz cldnt get any contact from her. Despite feeling heart broken, he still hang on n believe tat one day he will get a reply from her.

But nv did he noe tat no matter how long he wait, there wont be anymore letters from e ger cos a few mths after she return 2 taiwan, she pass away due to brain tumor. In fact tis disease has been wif her since young n from e day e couple r tgt, she noe tat tis relationship wont last long. Tats y she gave e guy a fake add n phone no, so tat he wont get 2 contact her n noe abt her death.. tat will onli make him more heart broken n difficult 2 forget her.

She rather hope tat he will regard her as being heartless so tat he can forget her easily n get into another relationship. =( Tink e guy will nv get 2 noe tat e ger whom he love so much has already left e world.. n b'cum one of e shining stars who will look after him in e nite. N all e promises n hapi moments tat they had for e past 30days will onli remain as memories in him..

2006-06-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

^-^ K.T.V ^-^

YupPi i m back! Hehe.. mood gd gd cos yt'day juz went Kbox wif my couzee. So damn shiok cos get 2 sing many many songs, esp Jolin one.. her recent songs i keep singing.. so fun! =) N we sang all e way from 2-7pm.. man zu my craving for singing.. zhen shi shuang dao~~~ After tat head down 2 JP 2 buy my mom's b'day present.. we bought a bracelet from perlini's sliver cos she hardly haf one.. hehe.. tink she like it ^_- Den went 2 buy my canvas shoe!! yeah! Finally bought it liaoz.. so hapi *smilez* but my couzee wore it b4 me -_-" (hey! my shoe lae!) haha..

Cos today she got a NPCC gathering so borrow it a while lorz.. even my top, jacket, jeans, belt, watch n bag! oso my one *diaoz!* Zhen fang pian hor.. everything take from me.. she is so damn lucky 2 haf me tis couzee ok.. =p haha! Besides tat, i oso bought bear keychain, mp3 pouch n hairband.. aiyo! A big hole in my pocket liaoz.. somemore next mon till wed will be goin 2 msia wif my frens!! So excited lae.. real looking fowward 2 it.. 1st time goin out of spore w/o my parents.. i wanna shopping!!! oPs! Okie ar, gonna go JP meet my couzee liaoz.. cya!!

2006-06-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

I hate stomach cramp =(

Argh!! Stomach cramp is gettin on my nerves!! Since yt'day e cramp has been pestering me.. sit cramp, stand cramp even lie down oso cramp =( It realli makes my stomach so damn bloated like ma chiam 3 mths pregnant.. *diaoz* N my face!! *cryin out loud* pimples keep poping from nowhere.. wah liaoz! Jian bu de ren liaoz lae.. hai wo bu gan go out, later xia shi ren. Dunno y we gers haf 2 suffer all these.. hen sianz one lae.. makes my mood lousy oso.

Mingxi say is PMS -_-" he den PMS lae.. say me.. yao shi uh! *stare* Keke.. ok ar, juz tryin 2 grumble a bit.. but stayin at hm oso nt bad lar, can catch up on my new bk "Just Friends" n vcd <-The Legend Of The Condor Heroes-> Tat stupid mingxi n kailun say i beri old ppl still watchin tis kind of show.. chey! Is nice ok.. damn exciting 2 see those ppl fight.. wow!! shuai man! so engrossed until i forgot 2 go toilet.. haha. Okie ar, gonna go catch my wan quan lu le liaoz.. shall update again.. Zai Jian!!

2006-05-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

Sad story...

Juz finish e bk tat i mention in my prev entry. I wont say it is a interesting bk for those ppl who dun like romance story.. but i wld say is a sad one cos of e ending. In fact, there isnt much sad scene n yet i still can cry after reading it.. =p Aiyo, i juz feel sad for e guy in e story ma.. so poor thing. They haven realli got tgt as couple den e ger died of some weird illness which is incurable. I realli want 2 briefly say abt e story, but i m nt gd at telling stories.. hehe.. so save e trouble, in case ur get even more blur after seeing wat i write.

N yesterday i dream again! I dunno how many times haf i been dreaming in a wk, but it has b'cum more frequent liaoz. I dun realli rem e contents but i tink it is abt e same thing.. juz tat i nt sure whether izit e same dream or nt. For yesterday one, i dreamt of a hongkong actor (dunno his name) n we were in a police academy having training. Haha.. probably b'cos of e police show i m watchin in scv, n he was one of e actor inside so maybe tat explains y he will appear in my dream. =p Okie.. song recommdation again--> Li Jiu Zhe: Zai Jian BYE!!

2006-05-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

Quoted from:

"Di Yi Chi De Qing Mi Jie Chu"

"Dui nu ren er yan, yi nian you wu da jie ri:
1) Qing Ren Jie, 2) Shen Dan Jie, 3) Shen Ri,
4) Jie Hun Zhou Nian, 5) Zai Yi Qi De Di Yi Tian

Yi nian 365 tian... ru guo ni zai qi ta 360 tian dui ta hao, fan er bu zai ze 5 tian li rang ta jue de ang man...

Tong chang nu shen hui ying wei ni zai ze 5 tian li biao xian liang hao, er wang le ni zai qi ta 360 tian li dui ta bing bu gou zai hu de shi shi...

Xiang fan de... ta men ye hui ying wei ni zai ze 5 tian li bing wu te shu biao xian, er ju jue xiang xin ni zai qi ta 360 tian li dui ta bai yi bai shun de shi shi..."

2006-05-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

26th May 2006 --> sOmeOne's 21st b'Day.. =)

Hihi.. hasnt been updating lately.. gonna make a quick entry b4 i rush off. Ok.. see my title? Yeah, today is sha da jie's bday wor.. keke.. hope she enjoy herself. I even sms her 2 find a hu xu yandaoz 2 spend time wif her. Oh well, she attracts hu xu n "tigerwoods" guy in poly.. so let us put our hands tgt n pray hard tat she will be able to find her Hei Ma Wang Zi on tis day ba!! =p (got a hunch tat wo hui bei ta kan si) Haha..

Den recently bought a bk from ebay, "Di Yi Chi De Qing Mi Jie Chu". Juz started reading 1st 3 chpts.. nt bad juz tat some of e chinese words quite chim 2 understand. Got a few sentences in e bk hai man interesting de, maybe will try 2 code it down in my blog.. but tat will be lotsa han yu ping yin.. hope it wont be too difficult 2 read. Besides tat bk, i m still bidding for another one, "Just Friends".. looks interesting too, hopefully can get it =) Okie.. shall stop here.. bye!

2006-05-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

*D.R.E.A.M-L.A.N.D*

Recently hasn't been slping well.. keep having weird dreams. E recent one was i dreamt CSS Zhiyang, my cousin n i in a lift, n e buttons juz light up on its own n stop at every level.. sounds creeping uh? I still rem holding on 2 zhiyang shirt.. haha, unbelievable tat he will appear in my dream n tis is already e 2nd time liaoz (my cousin jealous.. =p) Another one was i found myself in some Europe style country, (e environment looks like one) in a posh restaurant tgt wif a guy.. hmm tink we r couple ba. I couldn't recall how he looks but juz got a feeling he is quite tall build.

Our parents were oso ard but their image very fade. Den tis guy took out a cheque of $377,000,000 n attempted 2 sign on it, but his mom n i quickly stop him. His mom say if wanna gif oso muz cancel 3 zeros off.. i even say sorri 2 her. After tat he hold my hands, went over 2 his family 2 say smth den we walk out of e restaurant liaoz. N for e rest of my dream we juz hold hands n keep shopping ard. (isn't tat weird?) Oso a few wks ago i dreamt myself getting married n when i was abt 2 see e guy face.. i woke up.. -_-" eh.. a bit sianz diaoz.
Surprisely, my cousin oso dream of me wif a guy who seems 2 be my bf but cannot rem his face. She juz say he seems 2 be quite gd looking n tall, but one day when she was flipping thru her history bk.. i regretted her having tat dream. Cos she flip 2 a pg n tell me tat e guy in her dream looks like Lim Bo Seng!!! *faint* Er.. sld i be hapi or sad nehz? Haha.. it is realli interesting 2 be haf such dreams.. but i juz find it weird how cum i cannot see or rem e guy face. Huiling told me if is a shuai ge still ok, but if is a.. hmm.. tink i will be too afraid 2 get out of e hse. -- Hehe.. true oso ar.. so shall keep it as a mystery uh.. like tat more chi ji =)

2006-05-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

+-Yummy Dumplings-+

HI! Is dragon boat festival ard e corner? Cos my mom start making dumplings tis morning.. haha.. i m nt very alert abt these festival.. =p Well, i oso got help out my mom.. is fun.. keke.. surprisingly i still rem e steps cos e last time i did was a long time ago liaoz. Er.. a bit clumsy ar.. seldom make is like tat one.. still got 2 of them losen up when my mom take it out from e pot =p But seriously i tink e shape of my dumplings is nice wor.. (my mom dun tink so -_-") haha.. is nt bad for a person like me ok..

N ya.. nt forgetting.. "Happy B'day Mingxi" !!! (can can??) Tat da shao ye keep reminding me 2 rem wish him in my blog.. na li you guys so lor-so one.. wah liaoz, sometime i juz wonder is "he" an auntie or nt. Hasnt pass him present cos we decide 2 celebrate wif him on mon.. ta da mang ren nehz, today n tml got booked liaoz.. so we no choice haf 2 meet him on mon.. beri shua da pai hor?! Keke.. oh, another song by Li Jiu Zhe: Wo Wang Le nice nice.. go listen k? Okie lar, gonna makan dinner le.. cYa everyone!! =)

2006-05-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

At mingxi's aunt hse..

I m bored!! *humph* E guys r playing their bo liaoz soccer game, leaving me alone here.. -_-" Is tis e way ur treat gers.. zhen shi mei li mao! I miss my ger-fren nehz.. miss chatting wif them.. *sobz* Too bad huiling nt free 2 join us for badminton.. left me, shunfong, mingxi n kailun.. stupid guys!! Yao bu shi today sha da jie needa feed her wangwang, postponed our meeting.. wo jiu bu yong zai zhe li shou ku lor! *sigh* Tink i realli need 2 widen my circle of frens.. keep sticking 2 these ppl ye bu shi ban fa.. =p kailin when u cuming back??!! Okok.. i m getting "love" sick.. haha..

Ok.. another song 2 recommand u guys Joilin: Jia Zhuang. It is abt a guy who betray his gf n secretly went steady wif another ger. After which his gf knew it n had 2 bear e pain n broke off wif him.. is a sad song n e lyrics realli meaningful. N as i listen uh, i oso feel sad.. haha.. weird rite.. but in my mind i was tinking how fragile a relationship can be, be it frenship, kinship or love stuffs. How easily can ppl forget one another n nt feel sad abt it.. tat is realli heartless.. But watever it is, tis is realli a nice song.. =) Wow.. e guys finally hue me (cos they r hungry wanna makan liaoz.. chey!) Ok fine.. haha.. gonna go le.. ciaoz~

2006-05-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

Finally.. a haircut =)

Hiya! Juz came back from my haircut.. short short.. until shoulder length. Ok ar, quite satisfied wif it juz tat my hair is wavy so kinda difficult 2 handle. But it was even more difficult when my hair is long, cannot tahan ar.. so shun pian drag mingxi wif me 2 shiryley mah. Haha.. i dun sound bossy k, cos i seriously tink he need a haircut too.. his fringe is covering his vision which i feel very uncomforable whenever i see it.. so i m helping him ya! ^_-

Oh ya, i got some songs 2 recommand.. Jolin: Wu Niang & Ma De Li Bu Si Yi, Li Jiu Zhe: Wo Hui Hao Hao Guo & Baby Shi Wo, Cao Ge: Shu Dao Wu Da Ying Wo. Realli realli nice.. n recently trying 2 get Wu Niang mtv cos wanna learn her dance step.. hao hao kan wor!! Haha.. saw her dance at e MTV Asia Awards, wa wa wa.. hao you mei li! I was tinking how can someone dance so well.. sexy sia.. =p Okie ar, go listen songs liaoz.. tml meeting mingxi they all for badminton & sha da jie for dinner =) Shall update again ya.. CyA~~

2006-05-15T15:08:00.000+08:00

^^MotHer'S daY^^

Hee.. is a bit late 2 update abt mother's day.. Anyway, we had celebrat'n on sat tgt wif my cousin's family. B4 dinner, my parents, cousin n i went Si Ma Lu 2 buy some sour plums n sweets. We were there a few wks ago n e boss say we can try e stuffs 2 see if we wanna buy. So tis time round my cousin n i decide tat we shall try as much as we can.. haha! We tot we hide it well but guess one of e worker saw our silly action =P So paiseh! But nvm ar.. he dun rem us anyway.. keke.

After tat we went serangoon 2 makan dinner.. nt too bad.. a total of 9 dishes: prawns, chilli crabs, steam fish, fried chicken, shark fins, hor fan, vegetables, fried yu tou plus a longan & sea coconut dessert. Basically i find every dish nice esp e fried chicken n prawns.. OoOoo~ Haha.. i juz find it weird 2 haf hor fan in tis set dinner.. like a bit nt fit into e rest of e dish.. but ok ar, as long as it taste gd~

Den these few days needa make b'day card.. 5 of them.. n now cracking my brain 2 cum up wif new ideas *_* I m still missing mingxi present, dunno wat 2 buy 4 him oso.. (can gif some hints?) By rite i no need buy 4 him one.. but by left he use e "ke lian" method 2 chui mian me cos he goin army soon, so maybe 4 e past 2yrs we might nt be able to celebrate b'day wif him ( -_-" jiang dao ma chiam he's gonna go for 20yrs like tat)

SO! He wanna collect his 21st b'day present b4hand in case we forget abt him.. *duhz!* Hai zheng hui xiang hor.. Ya, tats y i need 2 spend $$ again cos of his precious T-O-O E-A-R-L-Y 21st present.. @#$%&*!! Haha.. gonna meet up wif e rest tis wk 2 discuss wat 2 buy n how 2 celebrate. Ok ar, tink stop here 1st.. i go do my cards liaoz.. update again! BuAiz~~ =)

2006-05-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

~ShoPpiNg~

Hehe.. juz got back from JP wif my cousin.. sOoo tired~ Went 2 buy lotsa presents, for frens lar n of cos my mom! Bought flowers n a crystal for her.. tat crystal is meant for health n wealth one.. cos she always complain no $$ haha~ I oso bought one for myself, is a pink crystal bracelet.. for relationship one.. =P see if it realli works (hope so)

N those crystals cannot be touch by another party if nt will lose its power.. so who ever touch my right hand den D-I-E.. haha! Tml still need 2 return JP cos still got a few stuffs need 2 buy.. n wanna eat ice-cream!! There's a new shop at e basement.. looks tempting.. *drooling* Okie ar... needa makan dinner liaoz *hungry!!* Oh ya, my cousin make sushi for me lae.. very nice... hehe.. buaiz~~

2006-05-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

My nEw bLog!!

hihi everboda!!! I m back... =) After so long finally i m back wif my new blog.. cute hor? So u guys got miss me? Juz chatted wif sha da jie over e phone (she say miss me.. haha =P) LoOong time nv meet wif my poly frens liaoz.. (yaya, she gonna scold me.. bu gou fren.. =P) realli miss those times.. everything is so funny. Wonderwill e rest be goin for graduation.. -_-?

Suddenly feel like goin somewhere out of spore, like m'sia, but most of my frens r bz wif their stuffs. N i got e urge 2 S-H-O-P!! Haha.. very long nv buy things liaoz, zheng shen hen yang =P Oso need 2 shop for b'day presents.. *headache* dunno wat 2 buy.. tink tml go wif my cousin 2 see if there is anything nice. =) Okie ar, 1st entry shall keep it short.. will update as regular as i can.. cYa everyone~~