~JuZ a PiScEs beAr~
Name: Hui Ying (Joanne)
Age: 20
Schools: JPS, TSS, NP
CCA: NPCC
Horoscope: Pisces
D.O.B: 1st March 1986

Likes: Babies, S-M-A-L-L animals (n i realli mean small..), Doin handmake stuffs, 'Cold' jokes, Holidays! =P

Dislikes: Heartless & Fickle-minded ppl, Disappointment, Back-stabbing, Arrogant

Interests:
Sports like jogging, cycling, badminton, basketball.. cooking (still tryin 2 improve =P ), shopping, ktv, movies & hongkong shows

About Pooh Ger:
A crappy n noisy ger who loves 2 laugh & joke ard =) Frens always say i m very "cold"--> e result of saying lame jokes =p
Somehow i feel i m entertaining them lae, but most of e time end up nearly beaten by them.. haha~ Bet i realli tink too much..
Hmm.. i can be quite lazy too, but when i m set on one thing or doin stuffs i like, i will gif it all my bez.. so can consider 2 be quite hardworking too uh? hehe..

~PoOh wIsheS~
MP3
New Com
Digital Cam
New Shoes
Watch (big big one..)
Canvas Shoes
Skirts (at least 2)
Bag
Tops (at least 3)
Plain Shorts (at least 2)
3/4 Pants
Learn cooking
Learn baking cakes
Trip to HK & Taiwan

~My Pot oF hOneY~

Serene
Jiawen
Joyce
Seewen
Khairil
Peiyi
Qiaohua
Pika
Elisa
Alan
Ah Ma
Cousin-Yixin
Pui Man
Zhiyang

Credits

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~PoOh's TokiNg~

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

4D = Disappointed, discouraged, deflated, demoralised

Cant imagine i juz onli work in tis co for less den 6mths (4mths 2 be exact) n i m already feelin sianz n tired of it liaoz -_- Dunno y oso.. but tink i realli nt cut out 2 be in e higher level.. will feel very lost if no one is ard 2 guide me. Well, of cos nt saying ppl haf 2 always tell me when 2 do tis or tat, i noe e steps.. but when cum 2 decision-making, wo zhen de bu zhi dao!! Izit b'cos i m inexperienced or juz plain stupid?

My tinking is simple n straight lorz.. how i wish i can be like helene who simply knows what 2 do, wat 2 say.. =( I realli got no leadership (though ppl always say u npcc one lae.. sure got wor!) but e fact is I DUN HAF!! ru guo you i wont be feeling so disappointed n frustrated in myself le. Haiz.. tats y all along i nv wish or hope myself 2 b'cum wat manager lar.. supervisor.. as i noe my standard.. now i can feel e stress cuming in..

Esp when helene is pregnant, she wont be ard tat often.. worst, when she go on labour leave or even b4 she gif birth.. i will haf 2 be on my own which i dun tink i can lorz! Now cuming 2 work gives me cold feet.. i told myself nv gif up no matter how difficult it is 4 me cos i MUZ train myself 2 be able to tink n carry out work on my own.. but.. haiz.. it is nt as simple as ABC.. n my mom is asking me 2 study uni.. HAO FAN AR!!! juz gif me a break.. =(

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |12/05/2006 07:26:00 PM|