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Monday, August 25, 2008

Does he realli like me as who i m?

Getting attached sld be a hapi matter.. oh well, initially i m.. but as time goes by.. it is getting tiring for me. There r endless of expectations from him:

1) Having long hair
2) Don't clip up my hair
3) Wear contact lens
4) Put on makeup
5) Speak properly (no wah liaoz.. jia lat etc)
6) No tees.. wear something more lady.. more sexy
7) Muz dress up
8) Wear high heels
9) Behave more lady
10) Be wif him as n when

I dunno if he realli likes me who i m.. if he is, den y i haf 2 change? At 1st i was still hapi wif tis change cos it is a brand new me.. until we went shopping on sat at marina. Tat day i was all dress up, a white skirt, yellow top, earrings n necklace, no clipping of hair, wear contact lens, makeup.. he bought me 2 marina for shopping.. he choose e clothes which he likes n ask me 2 try on.. although i m kinda uneasy wif e clothes he choose, but since he like it, i m fine wif it.

In e end he bought a black spa top for me.. n ya i m hapi lar.. cos is a gift from him.. but den, he was asking me 2 change into e spa top after buying. Hmm.. i wasnt realli ready as i seldom wear tat kind of clothes, i did try 2 push his request away.. but it seems like he was quite determined wif his decision. Though he did say "is up 2 u", but tat's juz onli mere saying.. he realli wants me 2 wear it. I was kinda upset cos i was happily dress up for him, but in e end he wanted another kind of me.. which is not myself.

End up i din change into e top.. he was unhappy.. tis makes me wonder abt our relationship. He is making me change into e huiying which he likes.. n tis means he doesnt like e original one.. den y choose me in e 1st place? Rite from e start he already noe i m a person who dun like 2 dress up tat sexy.. no makeup.. wearing spec.. but now he is expecting more..

Actually i dun mind dressing up cos i noe it is rite to make urself pretty for bf.. but his behaviour makes me feel realli upset.. There's no 'no' for an ans.. when i told him i wish 2 keep my short hair, he expressed to me tat he like gers wif long hair.. more lady.. more pretty.. n he's waiting for my long hair. Wat can i say den? Cant short hair be pretty too? So means i m ugly now? I m realli lost..

Tis change is getting me tired.. if u realli like tis person, will u demand so much change from him/her? N if u demand, does tat means u dun realli like tat person.. tats y u need 2 change e person 2 b'cum e one u like? Or maybe his action is normal, juz tat i seldom dress up tats y i find it tiring? I realli dunno.. i onli noe i find myself crying whenever i tot of tis.. but in front of him i haf 2 hide everything.. cos i noe if i spell everything out, it will be over for us. He wants a brand new me.. tats for sure.. if nt, tink he will find it difficult 2 even take a look at me..

I realli hope things can work out well.. but can i keep up wif his pace for long term? Rite now i m already feeling e pressure.. can i still go on? I realli dunno..

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |8/25/2008 03:52:00 PM|

Monday, August 04, 2008

Its lunch time..

Now blogging in office.. nt eating snake uh.. is my lunch hr.. =) Started my new job for juz onli 3wks n i haf tendered my resignation letter liaoz.. opS! Fast uh?? Ya.. bo bian.. e sales manager was $&*)*@(^ keke.. my new job will be starting on e 18th.. oso besides my hse.. hopefully it will be a better one. Today is a tiring day.. feel so damn slpy.. yest play too much liaoz.. hehe.. was kbox-ing e whole day, from 2~ 10pm.. oh man.. 8hrs! 2nd highest record.. my longest time was 9hrs.

Hehe.. 1st round was wif meiyu, weiyu, vanassa at chinatown.. from 2-7pm onli $10, cheap uh.. but e songs were not tat update ar.. svs oso quite bad.. tink i still prefer kbox, though it is much ex. We left early ar, ard 6pm cos van n i still got next round wif N at cene kbox.. 6.30 ~ 10pm.. wow! We had e buffet package.. e food taste gd lae.. esp e satay n chicken.. yummy~~

Well, finally get 2 hear N's singing (cos he is always boasting how gd his singing was -_-) Hmm.. ok ar, it was gd.. n for some songs he sang well, like zhou jie lun.. xiao zhu's jing wu men oso nt bad.. hmm.. but e rest nt extremely gd ar.. n can see he like 2 show off his singing.. serious sia.. juz a kbox session ma.. needs 2 be so pro?? Though he maintain his modesty, but can sense he was realli hapi when we praise his singing.. (need to lar.. cannot dun gif face) and he realli realli tink he sings well.. !!! (which means e rest was avg for him..)

Duhz.. dun understand.. n thru yest session, can conclude tat he's nt a sensitive person.. hmm.. nt say sensitive ar, but there was once e waiter accidently knock off e phone on e wall, he juz look at e swinging phone n did not do anything 2 it!! eh? I mean usually ppl will bother 2 put back e phone ma.. but he juz continue makan-ing -_-" n i was e one who put it back.. diaoz.. is tat a gentleman action? duhz... ok ok, eat all u can..

Erm.. hope he wont see my blog.. or else tink i will be in deep trouble.. so openly comment abt his bad stuffs =p okok, den shall replace his name wif 'N'.. ok uh? =p But ok ar, he is a funny person uh (need 2 say some gd stuffs), can make both of us laugh until stomach pain.. of cos, wif e help of my joking skills too.. haha! He can do funny stuffs on e street.. tink e 3 of us look liaoz siao lang ba.. laughin here n there..

By e time i reach hm.. already 11.30pm liaoz.. n on my way hm, i actually fall asleep while standing in e mrt -_- haha.. amazing sia.. bet i was realli realli tired. Tink better go out less on sun, or else i will be like zombie on mon. Rite now looking forward to meiling's bday bbq, on e 16th.. oh, she's a new fren i noe thru xiaoyi.. still got yiping (poly fren), chenhui (xiaoyi's bf), sean (meiling's bf), jacky.. n coincidently, 'N' was chenhui's fren (last time they were band mates tgt wif sean) Ya, so tats how we r linked.. pathetic.. opS!

But 'N' nt realli tat often involved in their activities.. n now i juz joined them. They very happening one.. every sun evening go play tennis.. den last last sat juz went out wif them 2 watch live band performance.. arts museum.. wow.. keke.. i m so artistic.. =p They r now planning sept trip 2 msia.. coolz!! But dunno can go or nt.. cos no leave for me 2 take lar, den i juz joined my next co.. cannot so fast m.i.a ma.. hopefully they will arrange during e weekend.. Okie ar, gonna get back 2 my work.. zzz.. update again ^-^

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |8/04/2008 12:34:00 PM|

Monday, July 07, 2008

Is time for some updates...

Hello!!! Wow.. it has been decades since i update my poor little rusty blog.. well, lazy 2 update.. hehe.. nth 2 mention too as past few mths was bz preparing for exams.. actually spent 3 mths on it, but still wasnt enuff.. din mention 2 study finish everything.. wat e hell!! Haha.. maybe i m slow lar.. anyway, is over liaoz, now waiting for e results which will be released in sept.. hopefully wont be too disappointing ^-^

At e same time, new term has started.. today was my 1st HRM lesson n it was zzzzz -_-" The lecturer actually spent more den 30mins juz on intro!! omg!! Nearly fainted.. 1stly he made a self intro on himself which i dun rem wat he said.. haa! n after tat an individual intro on each of e student in e lecture rm! pengzz!! Tink there was more den 50 students in class lorz.. n we go one by one, telling our names, which co we from n y we choose HRM -_-"" he realli tink time is too much.. dunno where 2 waste man.. Lucky regina was in e same class as me.. at least someone 2 tok too.. if nt will be damn B-O-R-E-D!

Work wise.. starting new job next monday.. as a sales coordinator.. n e co is within walking distance, ard 10mins.. muahaha!! Save on transport.. no need 2 squeeze mrt or bus.. can reach hm early n juz in time for my lesson!! Prefect!! Hehe.. but e job itself will be damn bz.. hopefully everything goes smoothly for me ^-^

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |7/07/2008 11:45:00 PM|

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Predict e unpredictable??

Wat wld be ur 1st reaction if u see these sequence of sms-es appearing in ur hp:

"I need to borrow ur recording for tis wk IBM and Socio lesson"
<-follow by->
"I m involved in a 5 car collusion accident along PIE on Sat"

For me, i was like "okok, so tis ger nt cuming for cls tis wk ar" n next will be"huh! accident?? eh eh.. wait. dunno izit some prank sms or nt.. better look further" =p

Ookok, noe my reaction is kind of weird.. where got ppl treat tis kind of sms as prank?? keke.. cannot blame me, 谁叫我有"pranky" frens who haf a "pranky" fren like me =p N b'cos i saw e top sms follow by e below one.. so it makes me feel weird uh.. how cum one moment telling me she is in an accident and den after tat ask me for my lecture recordings? or maybe i m slow in getting e link?? hmm.. 应该是.. But anyway i knew it was true cos she nt so bo liao 2 trick ppl (nt like me.. hee) n e sms doesnt look like a fake one..

Haiyo.. poor ger.. fancy getting involved in an accident on her bday.. tat afternoon we were still studyin in sch and merina n i even got her a bday cake.. -_- Tink tis is her biggest n most memorable bday 吧. Luckily her injury wasnt very jia lat.. juz tat her neck n back needed some therapy session.. 真的是吓死我了! Realli ar.. things r so unpredictable. Who will noe an accident will happen on her bday? Nobody will expect tat cos is bday lae.. definitely will tink "bday wat, happy occasion, sure 顺阿!" 那里知道.. but she is recovering well ar, still can laugh n joke.. =) tink she's cuming back for lesson next wk.. hehe.. gd gd..

Okie den.. gonna run liaoz.. update soon~~~ buaiz~~~

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |1/22/2008 10:29:00 AM|

Saturday, December 01, 2007

《一支獨SHOW》羅志祥新加坡演唱會2007 --> 圆满落幕 ^-^

HELLO EVERYONE!!! I M BACK!!! =) Hehe.. been M.I.A for quite sometime.. but gonna be gone again cos 没时间，我没时间.. Anyway, juz came back from 小猪 concert at Spore Indoor Stadium.. haha!! i m still very excited.. 2hrs of show passes so fast! wah liew.. From e start till e end, i was screaming n screaming.. but luckily din 失声 (was well trained from my prev kbox wif pri sch frens.. 姐姐有练过hor! =p)

For his concert, i like e part where he play e piano n sang 自我催眠.. wah liew! 是帅到... we sang e 1st part n he sang e 2nd one.. so nice! N there was one part where he will randomly choose a person on stage 2 be his 3mins gf.. n noe wat? a guy went up instead.. -_-" 小猪 shocked.. haha.. tat guy very heng lorz.. 如果是我kana selected.. tink i will faint b4 i reach e stage.. =p Ok lar.. i m too tired 2 explain any further.. will post up pics ba.. by den 才 tok more.. buaiz!

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |12/01/2007 02:03:00 AM|

Sunday, September 23, 2007

我爱的人 - 林宥嘉

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |9/23/2007 01:31:00 AM|

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Updates..

Din update for sometime uh.. dunno where 2 writing so shall do a summry den:

1) Sept 2 (Sun): Bought a TOSHIBA lappy @ Suntec Comex Fair = $1499 cheap? I tink so lae.. one of the few lower prices there.. Decided to buy TOS cos e prev lappy i bought was tis too n it lasted until now (but old liaoz, nt functioning well.. except for playin vcd n songs), so tis time round oso take up e same brand (plus e salesman explaining 还蛮帅的 =p) I oso saw a TOS salesman look like 小鬼 n KL say i muz haf "看到鬼" (in hokkien) -_- choy!!

2) Sept 4 (Mon): Went down JP 2 collect 罗志祥 concert tix.. did i mention i goin? Haha.. nv say oso nvm cos i noted tat in my msn =p On Dec 1st... wow! realli lookin forward 2 tat.. shall pray hard tat ah ma leave wont last min 不见liaoz!

3) Sept 9 (Sun): Finally saw my 猪头表妹! ops! okok.. 大头.. i seldom go out on sun 1, but 为了他.. er.. i mean 她 (keke..) i sacrifice my tv time 2 go bugis shopping.. =X Prev went 四马路 2 pray n tat day realli lucky cos manage 2 buy e clothes i want =) 真的，有拜拜有差nehz.. keke.. N oh ya! Saw xinxin n her sis too n we keep seeing them when we visit other shops -_- very funny uh..

4) Sept 10 (Mon): Wow.. movies! hehe.. tat time miss 不能说的秘密.. tis time round muz catch e rat movie! Many ppl told me is nice.. n in fact it is =) hmm.. i m nt gd at explaining story so shall leave tat 2 ur.. upcoming one will be "Underdog".. saw e ad when we were waiting for Ratatouille.. a comedy oso.. tink is showin on Sept 20.. hehe.. tat shall my next target =)

5) Sept 12 (Wed): 1st day of lesson for Principle of Sociology.. get 2 noe a fren, Merina, a very friendly ger.. kinda 大姐 style.. =) Lesson wise, cant comment much cos juz onli e 1st day but can expect 2 do a lot of readings zzzz.. n e lecture notes r all filled wif W-O-R-D-S zzz... i nearly fall alseep b4 e break.. zzz... =p E cls nt much student.. total onli 69, differ from bridging cls where e lecture rm r packed wif students.. very noisy during e break.. but now.. so damn quiet.. 有一点不习惯.

6) Sept 13 (Thurs): 1st day lesson for Management Maths -_- zzzz... maths, yes is smth which i kinda like.. but when it involved amaths + a lecturer who speak like a mouse n got some "slang" in him (btw, he is an ang mo..), there is onli 2 words for myself "完蛋" Upon seeing my lecture notes.. i was like "oh shit! amaths! y m i studyin tis again??!! i study for 3 times liaoz lae!" (sec sch + bridging maths + mgt maths) 为设么??!! eeeee.. *faint*

7) Sept 14 (Fri): 1st day lesson for Intro to Biz & Mgt.. same cls wif Merina & weiyu.. hmm.. lesson was alrite.. e lecturer was funny.. though is another module full of words.. zzzz.. but having him as lecturer wont be too bored afterall.. He look like one of e hong kong 老演员, who is now acting in 心花放 (10pm, chn U show).. e father of 2 daughters n a son 1.. haha.. dun rem their names lar..

Ok.. tats all for e updates.. wanted 2 post some pics but den damn lazy 2 do it.. haha.. cya~~

BaBy PoOh ended her typings at |9/16/2007 11:40:00 PM|